[fic] bai bai namida
Title: bai bai namida
Author: imayuki aka kashima miki
Disclaimer: I don't own the boys *sigh*, but I own the plot that come from my *pervert* imagination
Pairing: MaruDa / Nakamaru yuichi & Ueda Tatsuya
Genre: romance, slash, angst?-maybe for mentioning kiss
Warning: english is not my main language, maybe theres will be a bunch of grammartical error. fell glad if someone help me to correct it *bows*. BAD ending-because i'm bad at making ending for my story. if you're STRAIGHT and CANNOT ACCEPT the boy-boy relationship, BETTER you DO NOT read it... i'm damm serious!!!!
Summary: ueda's worry about KAT-TUN future with lack of one member, but there's someone that he didn't realize that always take care of him... argh suck summary, better you read it by your ownself...
It's was in the middle of summer, but the ray of sun didn't show it's merely. It's look like someone feeling, someone that sat near a window in one of expensive apartments in Tokyo. He was gazed at the cloudy sky, the cold air enter through the window and swept his hair away from his eyes.
'Hisashiburi~ nakama tachi to~ Konna jikan wo~ konna ji basho,
demo hitotsu,kimi ga inai~ please come back to me...'
His phone on the bed was ringing, but he just sat on the soft coach and din't do anything. He didn't have any mood to answer the phone, and talk to whoever that call him. In his mind there was a lot of thing that made him affraid to face the reality. Akanishi will leave KAT-TUN forever? How on the earth he could face all of this. He look strong when stand with the rest of KAT-TUN member, but when he was alone there were many thing come to his mind. KAT-TUN lack of Akanishi? Will the fans still support us without Akanishi? Should I leave KAT-TUN too? or should I let this group disband? 'Dare ka... tatsukete kudasai~!'. Finally his tear spilled over. ' I hate myself, I can't face it... I'm useless... Why I'm too affraid to face it?
'ding, dong~! ding, dong~!... ding, dong~! ding, dong~!'
The doorbell's ring brought him back to the real world. He wipe of his tears, stand up from the comfortable coach, washed his face in the bathroom and he look himself in the mirror...
'ding, dong~!'
The doorbell meke him stop from stare at the mirror and he wipe his face with a small towel, pass the living room to open the door.
"Konbanwa~ I bring you some onigiris," the person infront of him smile while show the white plastic bag, after he open
the door.
"...Konbanwa, oh come in," he move backward to give a space for the person to come in. After the person come in, he shut the door.
"Is there something wrong? You took a long time to open the door..." the person asked.
"what on the earth you come here, Maru?" he asked the person, without care the question thats asked from the person
before.
"huh? I had called you for a several time but you didn't answer it, is there something wrong with your phone? I'm worry about you thats why i was here..." Maru looked at Ueda and sit on a coach.
"Nothing to worry about, I just didn't have any mood to answer the phone" Ueda sit on the same coach, beside nakamaru.
"How could you say nothing to worry about? You didn't answer when I'm calling you. Your face look pale...," maru touches ueda's hair. " You looked depress... Is there any problem?"
ueda still in the word of silent, maru looked at ueda and realize that ueda was try to hold himself from crying, but maru can see ueda's tears spilled over and ueda bits his lower lips, try to do not make any sound.
"Tat-chan~," maru lower his voice "...daijoubu?" maru looked at ueda with his worried face. 'something not rite with my hime... had someone hurt him? why he cry alone? why don't he share it with me? usually tat-chan always share almost all his problem with me... what happen?' a bunch of question come into maru's mind. But ueda still didn't say anything. "ne, tat-chan... If you have any problem, just share it with me, as you share others problem with me before. I will to lend my ear to you, maybe I can help you... I mean we can find the best way to solve it..."
"Thanks for your kindness and symphaty, but there's nothing that you can help," finally ueda said something, he look at maru and try to give out a smile, but it awkward.
"what's matter?" maru wiped the tears from ueda's cheek by using his thumbs. ueda didn't give any resppond to maru action and just let maru wiped his tears, seem maru always take care of all member.
"Akanishi will leave KAT-TUN...," ueda tell maru what that actually make him look so depress. Maru put his forefinger below ueda's chin and make ueda to look at him.
"For real? Uso...," ueda could see maru's shocked face and maru's eyes look into his eyes to sewarch the truthness. "when did you get this new?" maru asked with a serious face.
"Last tuesday's night, but I didn't tell the rest of the member yet, it's my fault... I'm still hope that's the new that I heard it's not true... maybe kame already know it" ueda pushed maru's hand, stand up and walked to the nearest window.
"Am I an useless leader? I can't face it..." ueda looked outside with his face wet with tears. maru stand up and walked to ueda...
"ne, tat-chan..." maru turn ueda around until ueda faced him. "you can't be like this...,"
"I'm an useless person~!" ueda said it and close his ears with both of his hand.
"tat-chan...,"
"I'm an useless person~!"
"tat-chan listen to me...,"
"I'm an useless person~!" ueda won't heard to maru, he close his ears and same the same word. maru try to move ueda's hand and try to make ueda listen to him. But, it didn't work.
"tat-chan~!"
"No, I'm an...," ueda was shocked, he couldn't finish his sentences. he could smell maru's cologne scent and he could feel maru's soft lips brushed his own lips! After a few moment, maru break the kiss and look at ueda with lust eyes.
"Ne, tat-chan... You can't be like this...," maru said it in low voice. Then maru realize that ueda still in the shocked moment. "tat-chan~ daijoubu?" ueda still didn't say anythings, but his face turns red, ueda looked aside to cover it.
"W... Why... What are you doing, maru?" ueda asked the question falterly. Maru give out a naughty smile and whispered.
"Doing what?" ueda could feel maru's hot breath at his ears, ueda try to hold his breath, and he could feel that his face was burned!
"Ne, tat-chan~ stop saying that you're an useless person. Even tought Akanishi will leave KAT-TUn, but it's not your fault right? Maybe Akanishi have his own reason by leaving KAT-TUN...,"
"But I'm an official leader of KAT-TUN! I've tothink about KAT-TUN's future, will this band still survive with lack of Akanishi?" ueda still tried to hold himself from looked directly into maru's eyes.
"Then what the problem? If they were KAT-TUN's die hard fans, they will still support us no matter what happened... even we are five or six member,"
"The problem is most of our fans are akame's fans!!! Lack of akanishi will effect it...!" finally ueda looked into maru's eyes. Maru still can see ueda's cheek was blushed.
"Aren't you one of hot guys in KAT-TUN?"
"What do you mean, ma...," maru placed his forefinger on ueda's lips and brushed it.
"Stop call me maru... We know each other for a long time, why don't you call me yuichi?" maru look into ueda's eyes while his hand gave a soft touch from ueda's lips to ueda's ears and down to ueda's collarbone.
"yu...ah." ueda bits his lower lips try to stip himself.
"just let it out, i know you like it tat-chan... forget about akame's fans... why don't let them scream for us? let's create another pairing in KAT-TUN... maruda, perhaps...," maru whisper at ueda's ear while his hand cares at ueda's back.
"mar...," maru stop ueda from called he maru by kiss ueda once more.
"stop called me maru," said maru after they break the kiss and grasp for the air.
"yu... yui... yuichi... w... why... you... you... ki... kis... kiss me?" ueda try to hide his blushed face, 'what a stupid question!'. But maru hold ueda's hand from doing that. Maru stare into ueda eyes and said, "because I love you since first time we meet each other, but...," before maru could finish his sentences, ueda placed his hand at maru's neck and pull maru foward and plain a kiss on the beatboxer lips. maru shocked with ueda action, but he placed his hand at ueda's waist and pull ueda's foward and left no spaces between them. They kiss like there's no tomorrow. they just break the kiss when they was insufficient of oxygen.
"tat-chan~" but ueda place his finger on maru's lips
"you always being by my side... in whatever situation... yeah thats true that i love you more than just a friends, but I'm affraid... Affraid that's it's only me... But when I heard it from you, I know that... that I'm not alone anymore..." maru just smile.
"ne, tat-chan~ just forget what had happened, I don't want to see you like this, because this not tat-chan that i know... Tat-chan that I know always smile, even he heard a lame joke from junno..." finally ueda give out a smile and giggle.
"you know, mamoritai hito shizuku only lonely your tears drop..." maru wipe ueda cheek that still wet with tears. What happen next, maru received a light beat on his head from ueda.
"Itai~" maru said it with a big grin at his faced.
"stop use our song lyrics...," ueda laugh happily
"mou~ tat-chan you so mean...," said maru while stroke his hair. Then both of them just laugh, and the apartment full of laughter.
~owari~