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i need to thank God for something today...not something but just a lesson i learned...again...
somwhere along the way i forgot that my parents are great. i don't know how or when...but they are truely great and im sorry that i forgot that. i i think it was when i started trying to be this big shot independent guy that doesn't need his parents anymore...thats stupid. you shouldn't be that way ever. i need my parents...bad...i've been having a lot of money problems the last couple of weeks due to some stuff that couldn't be helped, anyway i got into trouble and didn't tell my parents about it...i finally broke down and called my mom, crying, telling her what was going on with school(which i was also upset about)and my money problems...she says "well there is no way for us to help you if you don't tell a feller" she called me silly and told me to stop crying and get my crap done(school work) because it will all end soon. soooo...today my dad put money in my account to cover all the junk and extra for groceries...and im not realizing this because he gave me money, im realizing this because both of my parents were upset at me...not becuase of the money situation that i was in, but because i didn't come to them and ask for help...they were elated to help me because i don't ask for money often...actually never, unless its for books of these stupid tests im taking right now and even then i am very gratful and feel guilty for asking...i haven't ask for money when ive had a job for my bills since i was like 16...i know ...ive been weined off of the family money...anyway...thank you Jesus for showing me that its ok to rely on my parents and to go to them for help before i get in trouble...thank you mom and dad for being the best parents in the world...i love you both more than words can possibly say and thank you doesn't even come close...
somwhere along the way i forgot that my parents are great. i don't know how or when...but they are truely great and im sorry that i forgot that. i i think it was when i started trying to be this big shot independent guy that doesn't need his parents anymore...thats stupid. you shouldn't be that way ever. i need my parents...bad...i've been having a lot of money problems the last couple of weeks due to some stuff that couldn't be helped, anyway i got into trouble and didn't tell my parents about it...i finally broke down and called my mom, crying, telling her what was going on with school(which i was also upset about)and my money problems...she says "well there is no way for us to help you if you don't tell a feller" she called me silly and told me to stop crying and get my crap done(school work) because it will all end soon. soooo...today my dad put money in my account to cover all the junk and extra for groceries...and im not realizing this because he gave me money, im realizing this because both of my parents were upset at me...not becuase of the money situation that i was in, but because i didn't come to them and ask for help...they were elated to help me because i don't ask for money often...actually never, unless its for books of these stupid tests im taking right now and even then i am very gratful and feel guilty for asking...i haven't ask for money when ive had a job for my bills since i was like 16...i know ...ive been weined off of the family money...anyway...thank you Jesus for showing me that its ok to rely on my parents and to go to them for help before i get in trouble...thank you mom and dad for being the best parents in the world...i love you both more than words can possibly say and thank you doesn't even come close...