Mar 30, 2005 20:00
howdy people!
OMgoodness....i cant believe how RETARDED some people can be!
today in art, I was trying to get thru the door but Niko and CHase were blocking it so i tried to get by and i got my arm out...well...they pushed me back in, with my arm still out side the door...yeah It hurt so of course i said "ow!" (as anybody would) so i finally push both of them and in my attempt to get by i fell on the ground...on my butt...so i sat there... so then this chick says outta no where " ya know rebecca for being an officer in young marines, your not very strong!" ...i could have said SOOOOOOO many things...but, i saw no point in saying anything cuz it would only cause an arguement. but then all the guys were like "ooooo your just gonna take that from her?" and i say " Theres no need to say anything, so i wont.Im not that immature" but trust me there were about 10 things going thru my head of things i could have said....like:
1um ok lets see you get freakin pins punched into you then yanked back out and then have them punch you again where your bleeding....think you could handle it? nope i dont
2 have you ever been punched 5 times in both arms and both legs by a flippin vasity linebacker...followed by 2 wrestelers which equals 15 (in case you cant add) oh yeah and they all work out...every...single..day...? didnt think so....
3 (ok this is for all of you who might think the same thing as her)You have no idea, how hard young marines is...until you've been thru it...obviously you dont know cuz if you did and you were a recruit you wouldnt think i was as "weak" as you think I am....cuz there....you see a WHOLE differnt side of me which i cannot show in school....so you wanna see weak look in a mirrior...cuz oviously your not "strong" enough to handle being in young marines..
.....so to conclude all of this i have one more final thing to say...before you judge me get to know me....in all things...not just school, but young marines where I exel(sp?) in....
WOOOO! im glad i got that over with....sheesh...all day its been bothering me....so yeah anyways...
*sigh* ive been trying to get ahold of him since yeasterday, but does he call back or even email me? of course not...just like a guy....sheesh....whatever...im done in waiting for ANY guy to come around....if you cant see me for what I am...then i dont need you...
man...this update has been pretty harsh...so ill but some good things in here:
Lunch was fun....Sat with Dee, Ash, moni, moses, and chris....of course we got into an arguement about Jo "using" ashley (which i dont think he is) which is also why we argued cuz...yeah...it was weird...so there saying " oh well i wouldnt get to close to joe" i was like " um no...jo's cool...he's my friend." so then monica comes out with " oh well obviously you dont KNOW Jo" uh yeah...i do...and if i dont neither do you cuz we both have known him for the same amount of time so dont even act like you know more.... you cant always believe in EVERYTHING you hear( which is what Im learing)not everyone in the world is telling the truth, in case you havent noticed...so I'll make my OWN desison on Jo and as for you two...your not gonna change my mind on how i feel about him...hes my friend weither you like it or not...so if this STUPID little thing is going to escalade into something it shouldnt then...thats gay....so yeah
pssshhhh! so much for trying to put good things...but whatever...im done! bye
Becca
...you kill me well....
PS: cant wait till Sat!! yay!