It's late at night
...and I'm feeling strange. I always think too much at night. I'm feeling as though I've tried to make this giant leap and fallen into a crevice instead. Or perhaps a better analogy would be that I'm trying walk forward but I'm stuck in an endless field of sticky mud. It just never ends. I try to improve, I try to be successful and I just can't seem to reach the clean grass. There's just more and more sticky mud.
On a happier note, I'm loving my new(er) part-time job. I'm good at it, I'm usually not bored, and I don't hate the people I work with. I also don't hate my boss. ...I know... I was shocked too. The fact that it doesn't involve food is a plus (I just can't work anymore food-related jobs) and working with my mom isn't as weird as I thought it would be. I mean, it's kinda weird, but it's not embarrassing or anything. The pay is decent and I get paid hollidays. Now if only I could convince them to hire me full time, or find another part-time job that pays as well. Or a different job altogether as long as it's full-time. 'Cuz right now, I JUST make enough to pay my bills and that's it. That's no good when I want to start planning a wedding!!!
On a happier note, I'm loving my new(er) part-time job. I'm good at it, I'm usually not bored, and I don't hate the people I work with. I also don't hate my boss. ...I know... I was shocked too. The fact that it doesn't involve food is a plus (I just can't work anymore food-related jobs) and working with my mom isn't as weird as I thought it would be. I mean, it's kinda weird, but it's not embarrassing or anything. The pay is decent and I get paid hollidays. Now if only I could convince them to hire me full time, or find another part-time job that pays as well. Or a different job altogether as long as it's full-time. 'Cuz right now, I JUST make enough to pay my bills and that's it. That's no good when I want to start planning a wedding!!!