inner self expressed through words that no one comes close to comprehending
"Is there a difference, between heaven and Hell,
and is there a perfect, picture to tell,
and i know ive seen all this before...
Picked up my body, threw it down on the floor,
its not my sickness, thats walked out the door,
and i know ive seen all this before..."
To think that one person in the world can turn everything around with the smile on there face that they portray... and that same person can make you feel so empty... and that before you close your eyes at night, you think and pray that that person will be safe through the night. Though god walks with him and has brushed me aside, i still cant help but call out for his guidance to walk him through all his troubles and to keep him in his garden of fortitude over there. I dont think i say this alot, but I love you Pops... Be safe and please come home, dont think we can do it without you...
Playing guitar right now and trying to write. Lookin for inspiration never comes to easy but you gotta belive that the hours i put into it and the pain and build up from it is the best outcome you can get. Either way it looks good now, till a week later when i decide to trash it. Maybe i shouldnt. Both lyrical and Musical. can never find the time to ya know. Things changed from the Hard rock single bass sound to a more melodic smooth going sound back to a punkish fret-to-fret notion. *shrugs* i dunno whats goin on with that.
Going to my cusins house tomarrow. Mandee will be there =D. Throw down what ive written and share some of it with him, see what hes got. Thats pretty much it, then school all week, Swim meet on Tuesday at Washington, come see me in my Sexy Speedo lol. Take care and 'Nite
and is there a perfect, picture to tell,
and i know ive seen all this before...
Picked up my body, threw it down on the floor,
its not my sickness, thats walked out the door,
and i know ive seen all this before..."
To think that one person in the world can turn everything around with the smile on there face that they portray... and that same person can make you feel so empty... and that before you close your eyes at night, you think and pray that that person will be safe through the night. Though god walks with him and has brushed me aside, i still cant help but call out for his guidance to walk him through all his troubles and to keep him in his garden of fortitude over there. I dont think i say this alot, but I love you Pops... Be safe and please come home, dont think we can do it without you...
Playing guitar right now and trying to write. Lookin for inspiration never comes to easy but you gotta belive that the hours i put into it and the pain and build up from it is the best outcome you can get. Either way it looks good now, till a week later when i decide to trash it. Maybe i shouldnt. Both lyrical and Musical. can never find the time to ya know. Things changed from the Hard rock single bass sound to a more melodic smooth going sound back to a punkish fret-to-fret notion. *shrugs* i dunno whats goin on with that.
Going to my cusins house tomarrow. Mandee will be there =D. Throw down what ive written and share some of it with him, see what hes got. Thats pretty much it, then school all week, Swim meet on Tuesday at Washington, come see me in my Sexy Speedo lol. Take care and 'Nite