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Maybe my biggest fault are my inconstancies, inconstancies such as
I hate to work but love payday,
I hate to wear shirts but have like 30 of them,
I like wearing pants but have less than a weeks worth,
when im tripping and wildly self entertained im an asshole to my friends online so when im sober and bored they dont want to talk to me,
spend a grand on my car stereo then never lock the doors,
working out every other day but eating ice cream for breakfast,
I like to be around smart people but I always feel stupid,
Im fast as hell but hate running sober,
I hate the cold but live in the north east,
my mom was a porn star but ive never seen a real porn,
and the last that comes to mind is wanting to be a model but having no self esteem
Maybe these are the reasons I can blame for me being like this, but i see few of them such as ill try never talking to anyone i know online while tripping again, but everything else will take time, or maybe this is not how it is at all.
I hate to work but love payday,
I hate to wear shirts but have like 30 of them,
I like wearing pants but have less than a weeks worth,
when im tripping and wildly self entertained im an asshole to my friends online so when im sober and bored they dont want to talk to me,
spend a grand on my car stereo then never lock the doors,
working out every other day but eating ice cream for breakfast,
I like to be around smart people but I always feel stupid,
Im fast as hell but hate running sober,
I hate the cold but live in the north east,
my mom was a porn star but ive never seen a real porn,
and the last that comes to mind is wanting to be a model but having no self esteem
Maybe these are the reasons I can blame for me being like this, but i see few of them such as ill try never talking to anyone i know online while tripping again, but everything else will take time, or maybe this is not how it is at all.