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It's hard to believe it's been another year. My words from a year ago look so strange.
I was so randomly psychotic and I cared too much. Pretty funny. When I was reading something I wrote about Kevin, I wrote something about being "just another girlfriend". It's funny how things pan out. I was definitely not another girlfriend, and he wasn't fake. At least until the end. I guess there wasn't anything fake about how it ended. It was harsh. I think we're both relieved that is over. He has drugs. I have a future. And hott boys. Have a nice life. :)
It's hard to remember how I was before Lee and Kevin and all THAT. Why? I have no idea. I just know that now I was okay before them and I'm okay again. And I'm happy being alone. Amazing. All I want to do is graduate and eat pizza and go to prom and camp out with my friends. It's so NORMAL. That makes me happy.
ASU can't find my scholarship resume. AHH.
I was so randomly psychotic and I cared too much. Pretty funny. When I was reading something I wrote about Kevin, I wrote something about being "just another girlfriend". It's funny how things pan out. I was definitely not another girlfriend, and he wasn't fake. At least until the end. I guess there wasn't anything fake about how it ended. It was harsh. I think we're both relieved that is over. He has drugs. I have a future. And hott boys. Have a nice life. :)
It's hard to remember how I was before Lee and Kevin and all THAT. Why? I have no idea. I just know that now I was okay before them and I'm okay again. And I'm happy being alone. Amazing. All I want to do is graduate and eat pizza and go to prom and camp out with my friends. It's so NORMAL. That makes me happy.
ASU can't find my scholarship resume. AHH.