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Feb 14, 2006 12:59

Double Negative.
So here I am and there you are and there he is with you. Here I go and there you scream but I was with her too. You dont know and I wont tell its easier this way. Not because I want to hide but to spare you the pain. Now I know and now its done so what are we to do. Memories of everything, all bundled into you. All smiling happy frozen stiff with things we used to feel. Now all we have has gone away lost somewhere after yesterday and now theres nothing I can say to keep this awful dark at bay.
The thought of you drives me insane as you laugh with him as midnite wanes and all along it was a game but then again im just the same, smileing as i scream her name so who really is the one to blame for staring in this, our twisted play Mixed with feelings of devotion on this rampent winters day. I have to go so goodbye but I would really rather stay. You know as well as I do that this thing has come to pass. A fool I was and now you are to think that left like this it would last.
Memories of everything, all bundled into you. All smiling happy frozen stiff with things we used to do. Now all we have has gone away lost somewhere after yesterday and now theres nothing I can say to keep this awful dark at bay. I know you know I know you know you know I know your lies, that doesnt mean they dont still cut into me like knives, I know inside I have my own that you know you know as well, and I relish how you can share in our own private piece of hell. You know as well as I do that this thing has come to pass. A fool I was and now you are to think we could make it last.
So here I am and there you are and there he is with you. Here I go and there you scream but I was with her too. You dont know and I wont tell its easier this way. Not because I want to hide but to spare you the pain. Now I know and now its done so what are we to do?
If only we could manage to turn to the next page, But I find myself stuck in place because this boundless rage, mixed with feelings of devotion on this rampent winters day. I have to go so goodbye but I would really rather stay, you know as well as I do that this thing has come to pass, a fool i was and now you are to think we had a chance.
The thought of you drives me insane as you laugh with him as midnite wanes and all along it was a game but then again im just the same, smileing as i scream her name so who really is the one to blame for staring in this twisted play that has finally come to be our bane and if only things didn't change I know where we would be today, a fool you are, and i was too, just look at what we made fall through, we had the world but we were blind, but everyone must learn in time, that what you have might not be what you want, but after its gone, the feeling will always haunt.
So here I am and there you are, and there he is with you. Years have passed and things have changed, but you still feel it too. Regret inside for the time when things were well, before it was lost in the stormy rage of hell. Happiness we both feint now but it will never come again. A fool I was and now you are, to not realize that didn't have to be the end.
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