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Ok, sound out. Does anyone know where my Camra is? I can deduce that it isn't in my house, so that leaves me to think that its at your place Tony, but I doubt it is, which means that the damn thing is lost. If thats the case, a great many poxs will be inflicted on me. I was fumeing early, but now I am just pretty much drained. I don't have anything to fume at. I guess I will just try to take some pills and knock myself out. Luckily, there is none...I most certainly dont want to just sit here. I can't drive anywhere, because I need to save gas and therefor money. I don't have anywhere to go, so it would be just driving. Its too fucking cold to walk anywhere, and there is no where to walk anywhere around here anyway. My hands are covered in red. I was fingerpainting today. Yes. While on the clock. Alright. I am sitting around thinking of nothing, and that of course leads straight back to fucking fumeing. I hate being bored. I just want nothing to do with it. My boredom spawns long fruitless posts like the ones that will be streaming forth. I guess I will just go back over to my house and try and fall asleep. I can just wake up and come back over here in the morning, play with baylee a little while, then waste the rest of the time Doing fucking shit, just like I did today. I have been wearing the same pants for two days now. They still have the creases in them, but are so very soft. MAXIMUM FOLD, HOOOOOO. I guess I like being chained down. When I am tied down, I have to stay focused on one spot, and I can't fucking shoot off everywhere and get into more than I can handle. I can't just fucking focus on one thing by myself, unless its music, or a book, or something like that. SOMETHING INTERESTING. My shoes have some sort of mildue in them, and it contaiminates my feet after I wear them. MY FUCKING HURT. TOOTH. HURT.
Drifting away, back into sweet summer again, Im waiting for you to bring me back to life someday. Wake up from this now that the night has come to pass, im now dreaming of a life I hope to live one day. Far away, your confusion, Understand, you are only human, why, try, to fake resolution, look around you, its all an illusion. Now, on my own, never to see, summer again, Im not looking back on what my life became that day. I fucking love this song, much more than I love humanity. Damn it. I dont have anything to fucking say, but I want to say it to someone. Thats basically what I am doing right now. Falling Back, Zelda, sounds just like Spikes Voice.
2:42. NOT SLEEPY. 17 hour awake. I will lose myself again soon enough. Might as well enjoy it while it lasts =)
There it is again. Wrath. It is totally undirected though. I am not mad at anyone at all, im just mad. Simpleton. Man, this doesn't even deserve posting. I can't delete it though, I already type it out, and deleteing it wont make me any less fucking retarded. 2:55. Time to fucking go. BUT FUCKING WHERE? The only place for me. WONDERLAND.
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There isn't really any reason to be mad, though. Just have to be patient.
Drifting away, back into sweet summer again, Im waiting for you to bring me back to life someday. Wake up from this now that the night has come to pass, im now dreaming of a life I hope to live one day. Far away, your confusion, Understand, you are only human, why, try, to fake resolution, look around you, its all an illusion. Now, on my own, never to see, summer again, Im not looking back on what my life became that day. I fucking love this song, much more than I love humanity. Damn it. I dont have anything to fucking say, but I want to say it to someone. Thats basically what I am doing right now. Falling Back, Zelda, sounds just like Spikes Voice.
2:42. NOT SLEEPY. 17 hour awake. I will lose myself again soon enough. Might as well enjoy it while it lasts =)
There it is again. Wrath. It is totally undirected though. I am not mad at anyone at all, im just mad. Simpleton. Man, this doesn't even deserve posting. I can't delete it though, I already type it out, and deleteing it wont make me any less fucking retarded. 2:55. Time to fucking go. BUT FUCKING WHERE? The only place for me. WONDERLAND.
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There isn't really any reason to be mad, though. Just have to be patient.