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[imasweetpotato]

I want to be...
smarter
more thought provoking
thin
more beautiful
self confident
high
envied
extatic
deeply loved
emotionaly unscarred

I wish I was...
out of the country
indipendently wealthy
not at work

I wish I had...
a kegortator (full)
a handyman
a hand to hold
someone to kiss the wet spot on my cheek when I cry
a wonderfully decorated bedroom
lots of valium

I hate...
the feeling of being used
feeling hopeless
tomatoes
fake hair
orange candy
loving people more then they love me

my favorite things are...
lying in the sun
beer
Shaina
vanilla pudding
the color red
Jack Purcel's
puppies and kittens
singing songs I have heard a thousand times
Christmas
Wine

Im afraid of...
failing
getting older