Life in general sucks...
Well well,
My days are very interesting!suckit! During the week I wake up and waste time on the computer, then I go to class, I learn nothing, I dont find out what I want to be doing the rest of my life, then I come back from class and eat, then you guessed it I get on the fucking computer, then I smoke a shit load outside, well I smoke throughout the day, sometimes I hang out with friends, and lastly i go to bed too late. Weekends are pretty much the same but without classes and without friends. But I have the added benefit of drunk people and drunk girls who want to do me. WTF, the fucking girls here are crazy. i hate them. I want someone who wont fuck anything and everything that walks. I miss my friends and family. I miss shows. I miss being in a band even though it was hell getting people to practice and be on time. I don't know who I am. I know the person I'm madly in love with. Almost no one else knows who it is. It sucks. To me it seems like we are perfect for each other. But i dont know how to tell this to someone who is a ghost in my life right now. I go home and all these feelings fill my head and heart. I see people but it's almost like it doesnt count because im gone the next day. The thing that sucks is feeling like you are trapped on a secluded island when I'm only 2 and a half hours away from everything important in my life.
Enough depression...I'm coming home this weekend. So once again ill have a taste of south bend and then ill be back in funcie muncie!
Fuck, FUCK, FuCk, fuck, FucK, FUCk, fUCK, fUck, fUCk, fucK
My days are very interesting!suckit! During the week I wake up and waste time on the computer, then I go to class, I learn nothing, I dont find out what I want to be doing the rest of my life, then I come back from class and eat, then you guessed it I get on the fucking computer, then I smoke a shit load outside, well I smoke throughout the day, sometimes I hang out with friends, and lastly i go to bed too late. Weekends are pretty much the same but without classes and without friends. But I have the added benefit of drunk people and drunk girls who want to do me. WTF, the fucking girls here are crazy. i hate them. I want someone who wont fuck anything and everything that walks. I miss my friends and family. I miss shows. I miss being in a band even though it was hell getting people to practice and be on time. I don't know who I am. I know the person I'm madly in love with. Almost no one else knows who it is. It sucks. To me it seems like we are perfect for each other. But i dont know how to tell this to someone who is a ghost in my life right now. I go home and all these feelings fill my head and heart. I see people but it's almost like it doesnt count because im gone the next day. The thing that sucks is feeling like you are trapped on a secluded island when I'm only 2 and a half hours away from everything important in my life.
Enough depression...I'm coming home this weekend. So once again ill have a taste of south bend and then ill be back in funcie muncie!
Fuck, FUCK, FuCk, fuck, FucK, FUCk, fUCK, fUck, fUCk, fucK