I've missed many of you so much...

[imasuperweapon]

I haven't updated in a long while...but i feel like expressing something that no one will know about except for me. I wish i took more chances especially with this one person, but it would be really awkward to tell her how I feel right now for many reasons, but she is beautiful and I could stare at her and just watch her and be happy. It's kind of funny how weird I am. I'm always all over the place about relationships... girls just seem to not fit into my puzzle of a life right now, but I'm sure if I had just one chance to have this person and not have to worry about the past or what people would say, then things would be really good for me...that is if she would even like me. I don't know...all of what I'm saying could just be a short term crush but somehow this feeling I have right now has more substance to it then any other feeling I've had in a long time...any advice on this would be appreciated, but don't ask me who it is...and it probably isn't who you think it is...
I guess for now I'll just get to know her better and wait, but I hate waiting...

P.S. Concerning The Title: For anyone who I've made friendships with over the summer but haven't seen much of lately I miss you all dearly...