Lifee err Thom
Thom. Im in love with him. I know i am, i never felt like this before. Its just that feeling, i cant even describe it. Ive been crying everyday since he broke up with me, and hes playin mind games. He "loves" me. But doesnt want to be in a relationship right now. Hes telling jehrico he wants to make out with her, but telling me he hasnt hooked up with anyone.
Writing me that god damned message "im sorry i never ment to hurt you.. i do love you.. but i need some head space.i need to worry about geting a job and school.. cant be worrying about a girlfriend. plz forgive me hannah. i swear there is no one else. and i swear that i love you. your a beautiful soul and a wonderful women. just promis me you dont hate me. i couldnt handle myself if i knew im hurting someone i love." WTF IS THAT ABOUT!?!?!? Now if you know me at all, you know that ill be trailing behind this guy like a puppy dog, beause i want him back so badly. I dont wanna lose the first guy i was ever in love with. And still am.
I guess this is all the pay back, Josh and Jon owe me.
Fucking sucks. I guess i now understand what they went through.
And im sorry. Im sorry i made you feel this way. Once again....It fucking sucks.
Writing me that god damned message "im sorry i never ment to hurt you.. i do love you.. but i need some head space.i need to worry about geting a job and school.. cant be worrying about a girlfriend. plz forgive me hannah. i swear there is no one else. and i swear that i love you. your a beautiful soul and a wonderful women. just promis me you dont hate me. i couldnt handle myself if i knew im hurting someone i love." WTF IS THAT ABOUT!?!?!? Now if you know me at all, you know that ill be trailing behind this guy like a puppy dog, beause i want him back so badly. I dont wanna lose the first guy i was ever in love with. And still am.
I guess this is all the pay back, Josh and Jon owe me.
Fucking sucks. I guess i now understand what they went through.
And im sorry. Im sorry i made you feel this way. Once again....It fucking sucks.