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I have been thinking alot lately...
Is life worth living?? I mean we end up dieing anyways. So why wait?? What more is out there??I mean every girls dream is to find their prince charming and get married and have babies and live happily ever after. But what if you found your prince charming already? what more do u have to live for?? I just wanna know what its like to die. I wanna know what it feels like, does it hurt?? Is there something else out there?? I just wanna know. Today, the world is fasinated by death. And I am too. I want to know what I have to do to prepare myself for, what will I need?? Have I lived life enough?? Am I ready to move on, to say goodbye to the ones that love me?? I always ask myself that, but something always holds me back. Why do we deal with all the drama, dilemas, if in the end, it will make no difference who we faught with, who we loved, who we cared for, we will be dead and forgotten about. Maybe its just me.... Maybe I am the one who needs to just live it up... Maybe I havn't lived yet, maybe I havn't made something of myself yet. I may never know... maybe I don't want to know. I wan't to know what the future holds for me. Will I get married?? Will I have a good job, some kids? Will I be a soccer mom? Maybe I wont find out.
Like Dave Matthews said
"Im only this far and only tomorrow leads my way"
Is life worth living?? I mean we end up dieing anyways. So why wait?? What more is out there??I mean every girls dream is to find their prince charming and get married and have babies and live happily ever after. But what if you found your prince charming already? what more do u have to live for?? I just wanna know what its like to die. I wanna know what it feels like, does it hurt?? Is there something else out there?? I just wanna know. Today, the world is fasinated by death. And I am too. I want to know what I have to do to prepare myself for, what will I need?? Have I lived life enough?? Am I ready to move on, to say goodbye to the ones that love me?? I always ask myself that, but something always holds me back. Why do we deal with all the drama, dilemas, if in the end, it will make no difference who we faught with, who we loved, who we cared for, we will be dead and forgotten about. Maybe its just me.... Maybe I am the one who needs to just live it up... Maybe I havn't lived yet, maybe I havn't made something of myself yet. I may never know... maybe I don't want to know. I wan't to know what the future holds for me. Will I get married?? Will I have a good job, some kids? Will I be a soccer mom? Maybe I wont find out.
Like Dave Matthews said
"Im only this far and only tomorrow leads my way"