Mar 16, 2004 12:21
So I feel like no one cares about me anymore, and im just a someone. The one person I care soo much about, I dont think feels the same about me. I dont know what to do, I wish it was like the movies... just like Sarah wants it to be. I want this person to know how much I care about him, but I'm too scared of his reaction. I want to tell him everything, but I don't know how. If someone could just talk to me and tell me what to say to *him* because I wanna tell him how much I care about him but I just don't know what to say. Maybe if he reads this, he will know. Just maybe.
Ryan gave me his Invisble Monsters book... I'm looking foward to reading it.
I'm so sick of this so called "life"
I just want to leave. I want to get out of here, If someone could just take me away, even for a little bit, it would be greatly appreciated. Anywhere, but I would really just like to be in the arms of *him*. I hope tonight works out, I hope he can come over.