Apr 05, 2005 18:23
there's so many things nobody knows, not even you. it isn't difficult to lie, to hide, to erase, they just were and you wouldn't know so theres no reason to harm anyone's perception by telling the truth. anyways, would you really want it to? i believe the saying "you can't handle the truth" exists for a reason, and you can't handle it, and i wouldn't want you to handle it, because it means nothing of who i am, yet to you it would define me.
i talked to ms. gordon, aka mrs. lee for hours today, even after britt left i stayed for forever. we talked through so much crazyness of the past year of my life. she helped me put it all into a new perspective, and got me psyched for emmanuel. change is good, and i definitely need it.
p.s. it's scary how well me and john matched today...