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So on friday i told jared about how i still had feelings for him. i told him how the whole cara shit hurt really bad and he said he never wanted to hurt me. and he really really likes her. and im okay with it. like i cried because i cry over everything. but i feel like i got everything out and now all i want from him is his friendship. like i dont have feelings liek that for him anymore and i hope and cara and him are happy. I met someone new.somtimes idk how i feel. im sick of week relationships. i want something real. i want that person to want me and only me. I dont know i think i expect to much from people and when i dont get it i get all upset and i hate it. i want to be happy for once.