Insomnia GAAAHHH!
I have no idea what ungodly hour of darkness my brain/body decided it was NOT going to sleep. I refuse to look at the clock when I can't sleep. I find the frustration of knowing exactly how much sleep I have lost/will loose upsets me into an even greater 'bout with insomnia.
But, I get out of bed at the appointed time... drink my coffee, make my lunch and sit down for the normal website morning grind...
... to the sounds of rain outside...
Ahh, yes... that would do it actually.
I'm hard wired to be ENERGIZED by rainfall. Water is my element and it is most evident in rain.
Nevertheless, I am glad today is Friday. Though the downside of Fridays is there is almost NEVER going home early... the upside is that I can caffeinate all day instead of the regular noon cut off. Tonight I SHOP for a grocery stock up, as well as the Beloved One and I trying our first order from a local grocery delivery. The idea is to take these 'every couple of months, chosen family assisted shopping trips to the big warehouse grocery store' and use them to stock up on the big items we know we can get for the least expense there... then supplement that with a small weekly grocery order that gets delivered right to the door... on a Friday... so I can add WINE to my order!!!
Saturday the Beloved One and I should be curling up for at least one movie, and then I will be off to do something on my own for a bit.
Sunday...
Ahh, yes... Sunday...
See, the downside of NOT having a TV is that sometimes things happen in the world and even though I may have been looking forward to them... I completely fucking miss them...
I only realized last night that Terminator 4 has been released into the wild but the population is quickly dwindling. I'll be checking it out at one of the discount theaters. YAY... anyone want to come with?
So... no sleep, and yet a positive attitude... now THAT is an accomplishment. The healer who taught me to love what I hate would be proud.
But, I get out of bed at the appointed time... drink my coffee, make my lunch and sit down for the normal website morning grind...
... to the sounds of rain outside...
Ahh, yes... that would do it actually.
I'm hard wired to be ENERGIZED by rainfall. Water is my element and it is most evident in rain.
Nevertheless, I am glad today is Friday. Though the downside of Fridays is there is almost NEVER going home early... the upside is that I can caffeinate all day instead of the regular noon cut off. Tonight I SHOP for a grocery stock up, as well as the Beloved One and I trying our first order from a local grocery delivery. The idea is to take these 'every couple of months, chosen family assisted shopping trips to the big warehouse grocery store' and use them to stock up on the big items we know we can get for the least expense there... then supplement that with a small weekly grocery order that gets delivered right to the door... on a Friday... so I can add WINE to my order!!!
Saturday the Beloved One and I should be curling up for at least one movie, and then I will be off to do something on my own for a bit.
Sunday...
Ahh, yes... Sunday...
See, the downside of NOT having a TV is that sometimes things happen in the world and even though I may have been looking forward to them... I completely fucking miss them...
I only realized last night that Terminator 4 has been released into the wild but the population is quickly dwindling. I'll be checking it out at one of the discount theaters. YAY... anyone want to come with?
So... no sleep, and yet a positive attitude... now THAT is an accomplishment. The healer who taught me to love what I hate would be proud.