Jul 14, 2005 19:38
i'm kindof digressing here. i used to have what i like to call an "obsession crush" - no brainer. well i had one on this guy named chris verett. i think he's still 19 but i think he's so attractive! anyway, well, i went to that photo shoot turn sleepover yesterday (didn't go to sleep until 5:30 this morning only to wake up 4hours later) and two of the girls with me were talking about how chris told them that he'd never kissed anyone and he'd like to wait until he's like engaged with someone. well his problem is that he can't find a girl that's his "type" and i say he isn't looking hard enough. the girls christy and becca were saying he said that if it wasn't for his faith in God, he'd probably start dating guys. so christy and becca started back and forth about what he meant by that. becca thinks that he was taking a more sarcastic tone, something about that he has such bad luck with girls that he'd probably be better off looking for guys, and christy thinks he was serious. but she did say something like, "if he has such bad luck with girls, what's to say that he won't have bad luck with guys?" i see it from both sides, but my preference is towards becca. anyway, i think i like him again, and i wish he wouldn't give up. i don't see why nice, christian guys won't ask me out or at least be interested in me. wow this sucks.
meanwhile, my dad is making me stay home tonight because, i've "been out every night this week" and because i didn't vacuum like he supposedly "asked" me to. that's crap... like a big load of it. well i was out "every night" last week and he didn't have a problem with it. i think it's just cuz he doesn't want me driving. ass. kiss it.
oh yeah, and my uncle tried to lay blame on me for something he did today. i was about to just quit. i'm actually thinking of going to work at canes on coursey. idk though, cuz my bro transferred there and i don't think he wants me there. but him and my uncle both can kiss my white ass. and it is too. i have tan lines on either side of my ass from this summer. i have a healthy glow. like i wanted.