so yea....

[imaprimate]

went and saw the butterfly effect. SUCH a good movie...soooooo incredibly fucked up. i loved it. not at all what i was even expecting. didnt do a whole lot today. woke up at like 1:30 in the afternoon. ate some toast and layed down again. kris called me, and picked me up. we went and got little one then when over to her hick bf miles' house. and his friend joe. cook guys, really layed back and easy goin "good ol' American boys" then we called Richard and had him meet us over at kris' house. and hung out and didnt do shit. i was just cold and complained about how i was craving bacon for like 3 hours straight. never did get any. but over all was a good night. aside from the fact that looking at richard was quite disturbing and depressing. like i literally couldnt look him in the face, he seemed so down and depressed, and was shaking really bad and was so fucking skinny. poor guy. im gonna make hima priority and try and call him a couple times a week and just see how hes doing, im seroiusly worried about him. hes such a rad guy i dont wanna see him go downhill. on another note i got my other shoulder done. wasnt as bad as the first one so that was cool. i cant wait till their both healed, i will be ever so happy. im gettin this cool little butterfly thing that bob drew up for me. i know it sounds gay but its not at all. like like a skull head with nails as the antenas, and playing cards as its wings with like spider webs and shit. sick as fuck...oh yah. so thats the news as of now. valentines day is coming up and shane and i are going to Santa Cruz to see the bouncing souls at the Vets hall. should be pretty sweet. and all on V-day..awww how cute. anyhow im fucking beat and have a bajillion things to do tomrrow so i should prolly get my ass in bed. heres the finished product,....sorta..ill hafta post a better one up close once their all healed and not so nastified.

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