GAR
I'm not ready to leave for school. I feel like the summer just started and I have a whole 2 months to just do whatever I want. I'm going to miss random plans, coming home at 3am every night, laughing until I cry, swimming, being comfortable around my friends, my friends, the hugs I get, the feeling of being accepted, and the nights at Denny's (haha). Every day has been a new adventure this summer. I really never had a dull day. I'm grateful that I had a summer that I can look back on and smile. I wish I had more pictures to prove it. For these next 2 days I'm bringing a camera with me wherever I go. I'm going to go picture crazy. So don't mind me :P
I want to leave here and go someplace new. I want to stay here where everything is so familiar. I want to be taught new knowledge. I want to know everything. I want to meet new and interesting people. I don't want my current friends to be replaced. I want to make my own decisions. I don't want to take on a ton of responsibility. I want change. I want things to stay the same.
I'm only going to Le Moyne and I feel like I'm not ready for it. I'm afraid of what is in front of me. I'm afraid of the new challenges I have to face. I'm afraid to fall for a guy -- no joke. I doubt I will though because I am so set on waiting right now and wondering if there's anything. Go me.
12 days and I am gone from all this familiarity. I feel pathetic.
I want to leave here and go someplace new. I want to stay here where everything is so familiar. I want to be taught new knowledge. I want to know everything. I want to meet new and interesting people. I don't want my current friends to be replaced. I want to make my own decisions. I don't want to take on a ton of responsibility. I want change. I want things to stay the same.
I'm only going to Le Moyne and I feel like I'm not ready for it. I'm afraid of what is in front of me. I'm afraid of the new challenges I have to face. I'm afraid to fall for a guy -- no joke. I doubt I will though because I am so set on waiting right now and wondering if there's anything. Go me.
12 days and I am gone from all this familiarity. I feel pathetic.