Jul 05, 2005 09:10
I decided that one day in the near future i will never get hurt again. this will be because i won't ever get attached again. along with this i will be a deaf mute that happily walks around in complete bliss instead of facing anything that "might" be real and or have consequences.
I will move to Tijuana, i don't speak spanish.
I'm starting to think that I'm incapable of meeting nice people and keeping them as friends.
i'm a special kind of stupid.
I feel like I don't know any of my friends anymore. People I used to count on are nowhere to be found, and when they are mentally they are somewhere else.
I feel alone. I feel alone and lonely. I can never explain myself anymore so I sorta gave up.
Warped Tour is going to be awesome. Better, Warped Tour is going to be Epic.
jordan