Sep 19, 2005 22:42
*****everything is a stepping stone in life....some of us go forward while the rest of you keep jumping back. if your "mature" does that mean that you are better then everyone? im sitting here going threw the people that i've known and the events that have taken place. my lord there are not too many good times with alot of people. well let me re-phrase that, there are not alot of good people. but what can you do? can you change them, or make them better? you can try but if they are stuck swimming in thier own pity then that is how they are going to stay, lol throw them a life vest but after that they are on thier own. its amazing how lamebrained people are now-a-days. *****
*****i know that i've been neg. myspace tiffany,lol trust me there is more to come with the leneebug show, "tune in next week when she steam cleans the couches!" *****
*****So andre` is doing good in school, mind you he is only 6, but my goodness that kid is smart! lol smarter then alot of people that i know that are adults! he really amazes me. i hope that when derek and i have children that they dont turn out like alot of these people. haha they will know the value of things and know how to read people and not get cought up in the wrong crowd. or i should write, we will teach them that and hope that they know the difference in right and wrong. and that you cant burn your bridges. not a good thing to do to people. argh i wish that derek was home, i miss him! bathroom is clean :check!. omg i scrubbed everything, the toilet, the shower, the floor, the walls and even the ceiling! i think that i am going to buy that towel holder thing from wal-mart....haha glad something around here is open 24 hours. this "vault" drink thing that i got in North Carolina taste like these tooters that we took this weekend, or maybe i'm just still tasting them! it feels good to be back home though...no bs, just cleaning, which i can deal with. i told derek that with these two months that he is gone i am going to find a job. i dont care what it is as long as derek and i are equals. im so glad that we both agree with that. i ask him if i can buy things because HE goes to work and has to deal with it, not me. and thats how it should be. i was thinking about cutting my hair, but then decided that i want it long, i've had short hair most of my life, lol hell i even shaved it one time! oh i was such a rebel, lmmfao, right. i love talking to tiff, she is so sweet and like cut throat honest. grrr chloe hasn't seen me for three days and she is all about being right under my feet! she was laying on the bed and when i got up to get a drink, she got up, followed me to the kitchen and followed me right back into the room! well im getting tired and i need to get my sheets, goodnight all!*****
xoxo