i'm in trouble.
i know i keep updating practically daily, but i had to get out the stupid venom that has been eating away at me all day.
last night, David came over to pick me up. he said he was going straight to sleep -- as he'd been driving for about six hours -- but allowed me to come along with him. i told my mom that i was sleeping at Kat's house at pearl street, and so she agreed to pick me up there after she got off work so we could go to the mall together.
David and i ended up hanging out at his house with the few people hanging out there. some people popped tabs, and Mike let David and i sleep in his room. what a cool guy.
around this time, my sister took the car out (without permission!) and went to see a friend in town.
my dad found out about my sister taking the car; he forbade her permission to use the car and confronted her about letting her friends smoke pot over here more than three years ago.
my mom found out that i stayed with David. when she came to pick me up (i had to call her and ask her, as she obviously had forgotten that we'd agreed to meet at pearl today) she didn't say anything to me until we were nearly on mopac. here was our conversation:
mom: you're not going anywhere until you clean your room. and i'm mad at you.
celeste: why?
mom: because you lied to me.
celeste: (hesitates) what did i do?
mom: you went to stay the night with David. it's bad enough that you smoke and drink in front of me, and then you go and throw this in my face. thank you. thank you very much.
i'm not mad that my mom knows i stayed the night with my boyfriend. i'm not mad that she knows i'm not a virgin (and if she doesn't know it yet, she's being naive because she chooses to be that way). i have no regrets in that department, because if i regretted it, i would have said i was sorry. the only regret/sorrow i have is that she is upset about my decisions as to how i express my affection to my boyfriend. she doesn't have any right to tell me whether or not i can have sex, much less who i can and can't have sex with. no, i shouldn't have lied to her, but from now on when i'm going to stay over at David's, i'm going to tell her as such. and if she objects, i'm going to tell her that she can't change what i have done thus far in the past, so why is she trying to alter what i want to do in the present?
my parents are fucking stupid sometimes. they get mad over the most trivial shit, and it pisses me off to no end.
last night, David came over to pick me up. he said he was going straight to sleep -- as he'd been driving for about six hours -- but allowed me to come along with him. i told my mom that i was sleeping at Kat's house at pearl street, and so she agreed to pick me up there after she got off work so we could go to the mall together.
David and i ended up hanging out at his house with the few people hanging out there. some people popped tabs, and Mike let David and i sleep in his room. what a cool guy.
around this time, my sister took the car out (without permission!) and went to see a friend in town.
my dad found out about my sister taking the car; he forbade her permission to use the car and confronted her about letting her friends smoke pot over here more than three years ago.
my mom found out that i stayed with David. when she came to pick me up (i had to call her and ask her, as she obviously had forgotten that we'd agreed to meet at pearl today) she didn't say anything to me until we were nearly on mopac. here was our conversation:
mom: you're not going anywhere until you clean your room. and i'm mad at you.
celeste: why?
mom: because you lied to me.
celeste: (hesitates) what did i do?
mom: you went to stay the night with David. it's bad enough that you smoke and drink in front of me, and then you go and throw this in my face. thank you. thank you very much.
i'm not mad that my mom knows i stayed the night with my boyfriend. i'm not mad that she knows i'm not a virgin (and if she doesn't know it yet, she's being naive because she chooses to be that way). i have no regrets in that department, because if i regretted it, i would have said i was sorry. the only regret/sorrow i have is that she is upset about my decisions as to how i express my affection to my boyfriend. she doesn't have any right to tell me whether or not i can have sex, much less who i can and can't have sex with. no, i shouldn't have lied to her, but from now on when i'm going to stay over at David's, i'm going to tell her as such. and if she objects, i'm going to tell her that she can't change what i have done thus far in the past, so why is she trying to alter what i want to do in the present?
my parents are fucking stupid sometimes. they get mad over the most trivial shit, and it pisses me off to no end.