Oysh
Right now I can not concentrate. There are too many distractions surrounding me. In the dorm there was a party outside my door that included the entire dorm. So I attempted to escape to the Laptop Library, which is where I have been getting all of my work done (still no computer), but yet there are these three girls to the right of me who continue to talk. These distractions combined with tons on my mind is just ruining my work ethic. Oysh.
There are so many things that have been on my mind that I question whether or not the Lord has brought them there, or my own flesh has brought them to me. I don't know. I really don't. I was so focused upon God when I arrived and then so many things happened last week that has me thinking about other things. I don't know what to do! But maybe that's exactly where my thinking goes wrong, I can not do anything but rather must continue to let go of these things and give them to God. I am so ready for God to make the next move. Where does HE want to lead me? What does HE have planned? I must remember, that God's timing is perfect and mine is not. I depend soully upon Him. Dear Lord, lead me not into temptation, but deliver me from evil!
I am going to go and turn to God, for I need Him at this moment and at every moment. I look to Your guidance, O Lord. I wait for You.
There are so many things that have been on my mind that I question whether or not the Lord has brought them there, or my own flesh has brought them to me. I don't know. I really don't. I was so focused upon God when I arrived and then so many things happened last week that has me thinking about other things. I don't know what to do! But maybe that's exactly where my thinking goes wrong, I can not do anything but rather must continue to let go of these things and give them to God. I am so ready for God to make the next move. Where does HE want to lead me? What does HE have planned? I must remember, that God's timing is perfect and mine is not. I depend soully upon Him. Dear Lord, lead me not into temptation, but deliver me from evil!
I am going to go and turn to God, for I need Him at this moment and at every moment. I look to Your guidance, O Lord. I wait for You.