something i got from helens journal and an update
Name: Kaila
In the morning I am: Im not up in the morning
I dream about: weird things
Love is: cool
-With Opposite Sex-
What you notice first: hair and eyes
Last person you slow danced with: I cant rememeber
-Who-
Do you have a crush on: yea
Easiest to talk to: helen
-Have You Ever-
Fallen for your best friend?: yup
-Who was the last person-
You talked to on the phone: mat
Hugged: mat
You instant messaged: cameron
You laughed with: mat
-Do you/ are you-
Could you live without the computer?: no
What's your favorite food?: mac n' cheese
What's your favorite fruit: im not sure i have one
What hurts the most, Physical pain or Emotional pain?: Emotional
Trust others way too easily: NO
-Number-
Of times my hearts been broken: a lot
Of hearts I have broken: a lot
Guys I have kissed: none lol
Of Girls I have kissed: none
Of Drugs taken Illegaly: none
Of Tight Friends: more than i'd hope to ask for ...
Of Cd's that I own: oh so many
Of Scars on my body: i know i have a lot
Of things in my past that I regret: well i cant say
-Other things-
I know: that my friends all are weird but in a cool way
I want: 2 buy a new cell phone
I have: only had a cell phone 4 5 hours be i took it back
I wish: some of my friends would find peace within them selves
I hate: when my friends are fighting
I fear: spiders and thunder storms
I hear: my ac and the tv
I search: lyrics
I love: god,music, lots of things
I ache: ?
I care: about lots of stuff
I always: sing,
I dance: all the time in my room
I cry: when something goes wrong
I do not always: have time 4 my friends
I write: poems sometimes
I confuse: my friends
I can usually be found: in my room on the computer
I need: music and friends
Have you ever played a game that involved removal of clothing?: once
If so, when and with who: drew the wednesday b4 i left 4 Az
Favorite place to be kissed: idk
Have you ever been caught "doing something": explain
Wuss: not usually
Druggie: no
Gang member: no
Day dreamer: yes.
alcoholic: nope
Freak: yes
Brat: probably lol
Sarcastic: only when im upset
Goody-goody: no
Angel: no
Devil: no
Friend: i hope so
Shy: around certain people, yes.
Talkative: yea
Adventurous: in my own way.. lol
Intelligent: not really
-Concerning the friends (you claim to have)-
Impacted you most spiritually: helen
Wish you saw more often: jenn christien and sara
Most sarcastic: helen
Wish you knew better: rachele
Knows you best: any1 that has known me since 6th grade
Best Outlook on life: christien drew and helen
Most paranoid: idk
Sweetest: idk
-Self analysis (you probably don't want to do)-
Your best feature (personality): pass
Your biggest flaw (personality): i can be a real b****...
Most annoying thing you do: ask one of my friends
Biggest mistake you've made this far: i have a few
Describe your personality in one word: undescrible
The physical feature for which you are most often complimented: smile
Person you regret sleeping with:
Height: 5'5'
A smell that makes you smile: idk.. lol
A city you'd like to visit: lots of them
A drink you order most often: coke
A delicious dessert: strawberry short cake
A book you highly reccomend: any book that helen lent me
The music you prefer while alone: anything and everything
Favorite band: pillar
A film you could watch over and over: STLD and Sherek 2
A TV show you watch regularly: i rarely watch tv as i used 2
You live in a: house
Your transportation: walking, blading, my friens car
Your cologne or perfume: glow
Under your bed or in your closet you hide: EVERYTHING.
Something important on your night table: the picture i have of jenn helen jess amy gloria aaron and candices from be our youthgroup left for AZ
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Well let see I was baptized on the 22 of Aug. ummm... I finished 1 out 2 book of my summer reading...I made a new friend at helens party amanda...She is the coolest person i've ever met we both love family guy rock on... I went 2 band camp thats so much fun...ummm mat and i have been hanging out for th past 4 days and it been real fun and cool..yesterday jenn and i talked 2 the church about our life exprence...I have made a slide show...I have been writing poems about sum of my friends...yesterday mat and i went 2 go buy my cell phone then not evening it 4 a day my mom made take it back...Mat and i stoped my helens and christien and james and one other friend...mat and i also went 2 a bar 2 play pool and eat food.. I grounded from this monday 2 next monday which means i cant go 2 church or TC and I cant hang out friends cant use the phone... so im like pissed with my family and im pissed a just basicly the world and i cant really talk 2 anyone with how im feeling and it sucks and just want life 2 end.... but i was so happy that i was with mat and he was just there 4 me and that what i needed but im still pissed at the world...
well thats my update
laters
In the morning I am: Im not up in the morning
I dream about: weird things
Love is: cool
-With Opposite Sex-
What you notice first: hair and eyes
Last person you slow danced with: I cant rememeber
-Who-
Do you have a crush on: yea
Easiest to talk to: helen
-Have You Ever-
Fallen for your best friend?: yup
-Who was the last person-
You talked to on the phone: mat
Hugged: mat
You instant messaged: cameron
You laughed with: mat
-Do you/ are you-
Could you live without the computer?: no
What's your favorite food?: mac n' cheese
What's your favorite fruit: im not sure i have one
What hurts the most, Physical pain or Emotional pain?: Emotional
Trust others way too easily: NO
-Number-
Of times my hearts been broken: a lot
Of hearts I have broken: a lot
Guys I have kissed: none lol
Of Girls I have kissed: none
Of Drugs taken Illegaly: none
Of Tight Friends: more than i'd hope to ask for ...
Of Cd's that I own: oh so many
Of Scars on my body: i know i have a lot
Of things in my past that I regret: well i cant say
-Other things-
I know: that my friends all are weird but in a cool way
I want: 2 buy a new cell phone
I have: only had a cell phone 4 5 hours be i took it back
I wish: some of my friends would find peace within them selves
I hate: when my friends are fighting
I fear: spiders and thunder storms
I hear: my ac and the tv
I search: lyrics
I love: god,music, lots of things
I ache: ?
I care: about lots of stuff
I always: sing,
I dance: all the time in my room
I cry: when something goes wrong
I do not always: have time 4 my friends
I write: poems sometimes
I confuse: my friends
I can usually be found: in my room on the computer
I need: music and friends
Have you ever played a game that involved removal of clothing?: once
If so, when and with who: drew the wednesday b4 i left 4 Az
Favorite place to be kissed: idk
Have you ever been caught "doing something": explain
Wuss: not usually
Druggie: no
Gang member: no
Day dreamer: yes.
alcoholic: nope
Freak: yes
Brat: probably lol
Sarcastic: only when im upset
Goody-goody: no
Angel: no
Devil: no
Friend: i hope so
Shy: around certain people, yes.
Talkative: yea
Adventurous: in my own way.. lol
Intelligent: not really
-Concerning the friends (you claim to have)-
Impacted you most spiritually: helen
Wish you saw more often: jenn christien and sara
Most sarcastic: helen
Wish you knew better: rachele
Knows you best: any1 that has known me since 6th grade
Best Outlook on life: christien drew and helen
Most paranoid: idk
Sweetest: idk
-Self analysis (you probably don't want to do)-
Your best feature (personality): pass
Your biggest flaw (personality): i can be a real b****...
Most annoying thing you do: ask one of my friends
Biggest mistake you've made this far: i have a few
Describe your personality in one word: undescrible
The physical feature for which you are most often complimented: smile
Person you regret sleeping with:
Height: 5'5'
A smell that makes you smile: idk.. lol
A city you'd like to visit: lots of them
A drink you order most often: coke
A delicious dessert: strawberry short cake
A book you highly reccomend: any book that helen lent me
The music you prefer while alone: anything and everything
Favorite band: pillar
A film you could watch over and over: STLD and Sherek 2
A TV show you watch regularly: i rarely watch tv as i used 2
You live in a: house
Your transportation: walking, blading, my friens car
Your cologne or perfume: glow
Under your bed or in your closet you hide: EVERYTHING.
Something important on your night table: the picture i have of jenn helen jess amy gloria aaron and candices from be our youthgroup left for AZ
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Well let see I was baptized on the 22 of Aug. ummm... I finished 1 out 2 book of my summer reading...I made a new friend at helens party amanda...She is the coolest person i've ever met we both love family guy rock on... I went 2 band camp thats so much fun...ummm mat and i have been hanging out for th past 4 days and it been real fun and cool..yesterday jenn and i talked 2 the church about our life exprence...I have made a slide show...I have been writing poems about sum of my friends...yesterday mat and i went 2 go buy my cell phone then not evening it 4 a day my mom made take it back...Mat and i stoped my helens and christien and james and one other friend...mat and i also went 2 a bar 2 play pool and eat food.. I grounded from this monday 2 next monday which means i cant go 2 church or TC and I cant hang out friends cant use the phone... so im like pissed with my family and im pissed a just basicly the world and i cant really talk 2 anyone with how im feeling and it sucks and just want life 2 end.... but i was so happy that i was with mat and he was just there 4 me and that what i needed but im still pissed at the world...
well thats my update
laters