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hi sorry i dont update this crap alot. im not good about it. but yea um this vacation was kinda weird. it involved alot of drinking doing stupid things and yea..other stupid sober things. ugh. and im mad cuz i didnt get to see erik. which is gay. rahhh. but yea i guess happy thanksgivingg to everyone . islept through most of thanksgiving. which aparently my family thinks was rude and immature but hey fuck them i had a hangover. i was awake long enough to shower and eat. it never really felt like thanksgiving anyways. there was harldly any marketing for it this year which i noticed. weird. theyve been marketing christmas like crazy just like usual but they usually go pretty crazy with thanksgiving but the only commercial about thanksgiving was the old navy one and they talked more about christmas in it then thanksgiving so yea i guess that affected it feeling like the actual holiday which just goes to show how much t.v. i watch and how much it effects my life. but i really dont watch that much t.v.? watever go figure. anyways school sucks bc i have to change all my detentions and that crap bc otherwise i get kicked off cheerleading bc i cant miss practices but to be honest with you i dont really like it that much. the ppl arent the problem iits the actual sport. lets just say its been a while since i cheered and stunted..and im a liiiiiiiiiiittle rusty and its pissing me off.and i hate staying after for an hour n 15 min. doing nothing and then practicing for 2 hours. its gay. n also my dad like pushed me as a joke today and i fell cuz im smooth and i hit my dog and she backed into the wall and so she freaked outa nd was like running and i was otp and so she was just running and she ran over my fucking face and she scratched my ear and its all red and its bledding and its like pounding it hurts so bad PLUS im sick and i cant even stand up straight my stomach hurts so bad and my head hurts and my throat hurts and i cant stop coughing and all the smoking is not helping and yet im to stupid to stop but i think im gonna try andd now my fucking ear hurts. god damn. rahhhh. i really really dont wanna go to school monday. but i cant miss anymore cuz im an idiot and i already missed 14 days. ya. so bye now.