"this empending doom is left deep inside..."
I'm listening to alkaline trio, so that lyric kind of fits a little to the way I feel.
New years was fun, I guess... Crass and I just watched Donnie Darko and I had a glass of wine before I went to bed. Then I got up at 7:30AM for work. I also found out some good news, two of my friends like eachother, my best ones too. That makes me happy to see them so happy. I hope things work out for the both of them! New years was nothing too special, I wish I could have spent it with Hannah.
I ran into someone that I never thought I would run into again and he actually recognized me too. It's cool, I guess. There's a bit of history, but oh well.
This week so much is going on... Work, tattoo, unenroll and enroll at HLA, eye appointment, and god knows what else is going to go on. There is just a lot of shit to do. I think I can handle it.
The Flyleaf CD is amazing!
Sutton and I got into another fight and we completely exploded on each other. The manager of IHOP had to break it up, we were telling. Not good. I'm not sure why I try.
So much is on my mind. Like the thought of going back to school after taking 3 months off is horrible. I think that might be why everything is hitting me. For once (in a looong time) I can say it doesn't feel that bad to be alone. I don't have to worry about pleasing anyone. I can just sit back and watch the other drama and not have to be involved.
I need another haircut. And I need to out new pictures up. Eventually I will. May take a while, but I'll get them.
I'm getting contacts again finally!
I need to shop for some new, better fitting clothes.
Well I hope this year is better than the last. For everyone! Happy New Year everybody! 2006!!!
♥
New years was fun, I guess... Crass and I just watched Donnie Darko and I had a glass of wine before I went to bed. Then I got up at 7:30AM for work. I also found out some good news, two of my friends like eachother, my best ones too. That makes me happy to see them so happy. I hope things work out for the both of them! New years was nothing too special, I wish I could have spent it with Hannah.
I ran into someone that I never thought I would run into again and he actually recognized me too. It's cool, I guess. There's a bit of history, but oh well.
This week so much is going on... Work, tattoo, unenroll and enroll at HLA, eye appointment, and god knows what else is going to go on. There is just a lot of shit to do. I think I can handle it.
The Flyleaf CD is amazing!
Sutton and I got into another fight and we completely exploded on each other. The manager of IHOP had to break it up, we were telling. Not good. I'm not sure why I try.
So much is on my mind. Like the thought of going back to school after taking 3 months off is horrible. I think that might be why everything is hitting me. For once (in a looong time) I can say it doesn't feel that bad to be alone. I don't have to worry about pleasing anyone. I can just sit back and watch the other drama and not have to be involved.
I need another haircut. And I need to out new pictures up. Eventually I will. May take a while, but I'll get them.
I'm getting contacts again finally!
I need to shop for some new, better fitting clothes.
Well I hope this year is better than the last. For everyone! Happy New Year everybody! 2006!!!
♥