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i need help....why cant things go back to what they were..even a month ago....it seems (to me at least) that life for not just me but for alot of people, was eaiser a little while ago. didnt have usless drama at one end and then missunderstandings at another...people had a better understanding of what they wanted, including me.....sence then i have big trouble waking up in the morning...not waking up, but finding a reason to wake up...it used to be that i looked foreward to shit but now every hour is like someone stabbing me in the back....i cant wait to go to sleep becasue thats the only place where things are good.....speaking of shit now, i dont really think i got anyone who actually understnads what im talking about...so basicly i just need help....i havnt felt like this in a long time