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My new computer doesn't have word processing. I have to buy it. Isn't that crazy?
My best friend has found a replacement for me. In one summer. Is this how she felt when I got back from CSSSA and was missing all my friends there? If it is then I'm sorry, because this feeling, this low-awful-alone feeling, is not fun. It's a little irritating. I just want to leave for school and leave her behind. I want to leave her and Sam, because I can't go on feeling this much. Except I'm thinking that Sam and I are okay. It's just Adysen. I wasted time missing her, and writing her letters, and making care packages, all summer and now she's back and she's changed.
Thank God I'm leaving in a month and a half. This town is getting a little tired.
I bought all my college stuff today. Comforter, and garbage can, and everything. We went to Ikea, my mom, me and Cooie, a lady we work with. It was super super fun. And I have my classes, so that's all settled. I have my roommate. We rented the car for when we go down there. I'm going to have an Old Navy spree to purchase my new more collegiate (but ultimately really the same) clothes...and then I'll leave in a month. Long summer, but at least I'll be ready to go when the time comes. Right?
Also, my cousin who lives in Escondido just found out she is pregnant!!! So I'll get to be down there for all of that. I cannot wait.
And now, I'm off to watch the antics of Bridget Jones, apparently at the Edge of Reason. Right-oh!
My best friend has found a replacement for me. In one summer. Is this how she felt when I got back from CSSSA and was missing all my friends there? If it is then I'm sorry, because this feeling, this low-awful-alone feeling, is not fun. It's a little irritating. I just want to leave for school and leave her behind. I want to leave her and Sam, because I can't go on feeling this much. Except I'm thinking that Sam and I are okay. It's just Adysen. I wasted time missing her, and writing her letters, and making care packages, all summer and now she's back and she's changed.
Thank God I'm leaving in a month and a half. This town is getting a little tired.
I bought all my college stuff today. Comforter, and garbage can, and everything. We went to Ikea, my mom, me and Cooie, a lady we work with. It was super super fun. And I have my classes, so that's all settled. I have my roommate. We rented the car for when we go down there. I'm going to have an Old Navy spree to purchase my new more collegiate (but ultimately really the same) clothes...and then I'll leave in a month. Long summer, but at least I'll be ready to go when the time comes. Right?
Also, my cousin who lives in Escondido just found out she is pregnant!!! So I'll get to be down there for all of that. I cannot wait.
And now, I'm off to watch the antics of Bridget Jones, apparently at the Edge of Reason. Right-oh!