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[imallyours112]

I can't zone out anymore..

I can't forgot how it is to feel..

And I want too..

I want to feel how it is to almost be dead..

Not be able to move..

I need a break..

Not from sean..

But the world moving..

I want my body to shut down..

Maybe die a little to where I can live again..

I'm not happy with myself anymore..

I just need to..

GET AWAY!!!