clouded mind, empty soul.
i miss colorado, i miss all of you sooo much.
i hate feeling torn
i hate how i feel so lost
why cant i find myself
why cant i feel peace with anything or anyone.
why cant i love. i want to embrace it, let it consume me, and share it with others. but all its done is lie to me, it has brought me hate, and brings a bitter taste to my mouth when spoken.
i wish i could find whatever it is my soul is looking for.
im sick of swimming in this sea of regret, sorrow, and self pitty.i want to climb out but cant seem to do so no matter how hard i try.
why do these thoughts seem neverending.
why do feel so numb inside.
i am shattered.
i hate feeling torn
i hate how i feel so lost
why cant i find myself
why cant i feel peace with anything or anyone.
why cant i love. i want to embrace it, let it consume me, and share it with others. but all its done is lie to me, it has brought me hate, and brings a bitter taste to my mouth when spoken.
i wish i could find whatever it is my soul is looking for.
im sick of swimming in this sea of regret, sorrow, and self pitty.i want to climb out but cant seem to do so no matter how hard i try.
why do these thoughts seem neverending.
why do feel so numb inside.
i am shattered.