I am at loss of words.
i dont know what to say. today was weird. sad. painful. just flat out horrible.
i dont know what to do now. i feel like im losing everyone. i cant believe david is gone. now when i walk thorugh those loud, obnoxious halls there will no longer be that helping smile that could just fix your whole day. now its just gonna be weird he wotn be there when i walk by that class room when i feel like leaving class... and i wont be able to just wave at him and make a funny face at him. and i dno i cant stop crying it hurts. i hate losing friends we never hung out but i mean i knew him through school you dont have to hang with some one to be their friend. and poor jared i could just tell by looking in his eyes how hurt he was.. i cant even look at him now. i even said to him you make me wanna cry. he just sat on the side of me in english class staring at the newspaper clipping and thne he put his hands infront of his face and started to cry... god he was so hurt.. that was his best friend. im so afraid to fight with my friends now becuz what if one min we argue then we leave on bad terms and the next min you know they're gone. forever.
I am at loss of words.