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* what will it take to show you that its not the life it seems.*
blah i stood hometoday. i had a horrible migrane. and i threw up a few times. (ewww....) so yah i didnt go to school. i should of tho. i was supposed to get weed from jared. damn. but w/e.
"you kept still until the long drive home, you slept safe and close to the window."
whats today tuesday... so0o wed... i gotta uhh.... do nothing lol. but friday im hangin out w/ peoples... thats if my mom doesnt decide to make me go to bridgewater that day. but i kno i have to go there for the weekend cuz i gotta help my mom with the x-mas partyy. i dno whos even going. i kno april lyn is cuz i asked her a while ago. april is going to a camp thing :(.so that means she isnt coming..:( ima miss her ..i was thinking about seeing if puga wants to drive to bridgewater w/ tobey or w/e and he can hang w/ me and april. uhh luke is going he has like 5 friends coming with him, uh... dennis. janet. her kids.. ( o0o god kill me now). i dno teres gonna be like 30 people. maybe manda will wanna come. even tho i feel like she dont wanna hang with me anymore. like she says she loves me and im still her bestfriend.. but does she call me. no. does she ask me to hang no. but w/e sure i dont ask her to hang that often either but thats only becuz i feel stupid now. im not gonna explain it but thats how i feel nd it my journal so i can say w/e i want. iasked her a while ago. but she prob wont wanna. but w/e peace im sick my head hurts nd... now im just sad