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hmm lets see so i had mah turkey with my grandparents... my mom isnt feeling better yet so it was easier for mej ust to stay here in new bedford. yah so today was really boreing. no1 ended up coming over... i thought atleast some1 would mention sleeping over only april-ln did, bu its no big deal my papa decided that it'd be better if i didnt have ne1 sleep over so w/e. uhh tommorow i dno what im doing. prob just sleep the day away. cuz everyone else is going out nd doing shit so w/e i dont even really hang out with the whole crew anymor. its all good.
phil your pathetic
got in an arguement with phil. supposedly i was being fucking annoying.. all becuz i said i love the used nd my chemical romance. could he be anymore pathetic. damn. nd then he says you used to be cool. used to be? hold on a sec i havent changed one bit. i just "annoy" him becuz he isnt with me. if me and him were still talking or w/e the fuck he wants to call it i wouldnt be annoying. i would still be saying the same stuff i say to him now just we'd be talking but just becuz he cant deal with a fucking 10 min drive theres nothing. i just want to slap him and tell him to get over him self. he thinks he is so0o much better. wtf is with that? just him being like that makes him so0o much worse. GET OVER YOURSELF PHIL!. i dont give a fuck what he thinks anymore. i dont like him any more its just you tell me your gonna be my friend still but then be the hugest fucking jerk to me. no thats not how it works and the gayest thing ever is he blocks me. i cant deal with him anymore. i wish i never even spoke to him. all he did was ruin me. honestly i would of been so0o much happier now if we never talked. i should of never gave him my number. wtf was i thinking. sure i was miserable then..but i mean i made it so much worse for myself now nd i knew that it wouldnt work i knew it right from the beginning. but what was i supposed to do.. i fell for him. and fuckin he has the nerve the other day to say " you know you still want me" hold the fuck on! he was the one that sweated me.. i called him a total of maybe 10 times but he called me CONSTANTLY! im not lieing yous could even look at my phone bill its outrageous nd its all him i wasted 1000s of my mins on him. i dotn want anything to do with him anymore. NEVER EVER AGAIN. its not worth all the bullshit he pulls. hes mad queer.. "o0o look at me my name is phil nd i think im a viking o0o im mad cool" puh-lease! if he actually cared he'd try nd fix this. but he really is just like everyone else. he said he wasnt.