Wait, September ended? What the fuck?
Ok, its been quite a while since i've had a real update. Well, september ended up to be the shittiest month of my life. Started out as the best, ended in total shit. I've been really depressed latley and really confused. Not with my feelings, but with the feelings of others, or other. October started out great!(sarcasm)Tonight was homecoming. I didnt have as much fun as i expected. I feel like shit. I hope i didnt make anyone feel bad tonight. If i did im sorry.
I can't take this. I hate feeling like shit all the time. I still don't understand. Why? I wish i could go back in time and relive the last weeks of august and the first week and a half of september over and over again or do something different. Anything to get it back. I was happier then then ever in my life. And everyone knows that...
I want to be happy again.
Im gonna stop complaining now
Love, alex calley
I can't take this. I hate feeling like shit all the time. I still don't understand. Why? I wish i could go back in time and relive the last weeks of august and the first week and a half of september over and over again or do something different. Anything to get it back. I was happier then then ever in my life. And everyone knows that...
I want to be happy again.
Im gonna stop complaining now
Love, alex calley