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so its been almost 6 months since i bought and moved into my own home. crazy. im finally starting to get used to being here. the winter was hellish, i think it was a mixture of a few things. this was the first winter that consisted of major life changes for almost everyone in a couple winters. sorry to everyone that had to live through it. i wish we could sit in brians room under a beanbag stoned silly forever, but we cant. things change and people move on and now im lost. and now i have a little too much freedom, which isnt bad...at all...its just getting used to this new freedom that has been a bit difficult. anyway, i miss the garage, i miss smoking, i miss sitting and looking at eachother, i miss the intamacy, i miss being able to be LOUD even at 2am, i miss inside jokes and laughing till someone chips a tooth. and speedway. GOSH. i can still do speedway, probably in the spring ill be more tempted to leave a warm comfy house and go for a drive. but this is just a phase, warm weather will bring a new attitude about things and hopefully i will come alive again! im realizing i need new friends now, and im trying to get comfortably close to people, and giving newish people a try.
anyway....enough rambling, if you havent heard Amy Winehouse, i suggest you hear her, shes pretty cool so far..at least stuff off of "back to black"
now i musht go
anyway....enough rambling, if you havent heard Amy Winehouse, i suggest you hear her, shes pretty cool so far..at least stuff off of "back to black"
now i musht go