*sigh* eh. do i regret anything? yes and no. i'm just like any female in the fact that i hated that i gave in so easily to alex, but here's the deal: it had been since november. it's now nearing the end of april. i'm starting a 47 week intensive language course at the second most academically challenging school in the country. i have tensions. haha. alex was suuuper drunk and we weren't safe (baaaad) but whatever. it's over. so that one is a little regretful. haha. BUT. craig--the guy i met at medical-- the bud's dud. there's a different story. he's actually a really nice guy, but just been burned a little, so i helped him out :) haha. he was... fun. i never got the chance to 'explore' in high school, so i'm making up for it now. bad, i know, but i've also had my heart broken, so fuck it. we made an agreement to attach no feelings, no jealousy, no bullshit to it. just sex, and no one in the detatchment can know about it. except allison cause she's my little sister :) haha. and she's in russian, so it doesn't count. it's nice having someone on the same page as me. no mixed signals, no bullshit.
but i have an AWESOME battle scar from it! (spoiler alert) he was in the driver's seat, and i got on top of him, and my left leg kept repeatedly rubbing against the center console, so now i have carpet burn :) it's so awesome. i hope it leaves a scar. a story for the grandkids! haha. but as a warning--honda civics are NOT for driver's seat booty. god, it was amazing. we were both drenched in sweat. no pt needed :) haha. i'll send you a picture of my wound when you get your phone back, just let me know when you get it.
BUT.
craig--the guy i met at medical-- the bud's dud. there's a different story. he's actually a really nice guy, but just been burned a little, so i helped him out :) haha. he was... fun. i never got the chance to 'explore' in high school, so i'm making up for it now. bad, i know, but i've also had my heart broken, so fuck it. we made an agreement to attach no feelings, no jealousy, no bullshit to it. just sex, and no one in the detatchment can know about it. except allison cause she's my little sister :) haha. and she's in russian, so it doesn't count. it's nice having someone on the same page as me. no mixed signals, no bullshit.
but i have an AWESOME battle scar from it!
(spoiler alert)
he was in the driver's seat, and i got on top of him, and my left leg kept repeatedly rubbing against the center console, so now i have carpet burn :) it's so awesome. i hope it leaves a scar. a story for the grandkids! haha. but as a warning--honda civics are NOT for driver's seat booty. god, it was amazing. we were both drenched in sweat. no pt needed :) haha. i'll send you a picture of my wound when you get your phone back, just let me know when you get it.
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