haha ok. alex is a guy that was in div 123 (petty officer brooks' division. remember him?), and got here a few days after me. he's in my class too. i liked him a little, but he started talking to a black girl here (the one that kinda sorta looks like you but is nowhere as cool) so i was like whatever. thenn we got drunk with another guy and made sex in the bathroom at the monterey aquarium and then in the bushes behind it somewhere. yeah. bad wood. i had a bit of buyer's remorse after that one. but he doesn't matter anymore. haha. cause after my first dental appt here i had a nauseating reaction to vicodin and went to sick call and met a hot young buds dud there. haha he graduates from the spanish class in about a month. he gave me his number and we'd been talking for a few weeks, and last night we went for a drive, found a dark place and made sex in his car. jesus, what has the navy done to me? i just don't really care anymore i guess. i actually credit it not to the navy but something else, however i won't get into the hairy details. but yeah. i'm not the person i was a year ago :/
Hm.... I had an incident like that fairly recently, too. Not a good time. Well it was and it wasn't. ...You know what I mean. Anyway, I suppose the most important question is do you regret anything?
*sigh* eh. do i regret anything? yes and no. i'm just like any female in the fact that i hated that i gave in so easily to alex, but here's the deal: it had been since november. it's now nearing the end of april. i'm starting a 47 week intensive language course at the second most academically challenging school in the country. i have tensions. haha. alex was suuuper drunk and we weren't safe (baaaad) but whatever. it's over. so that one is a little regretful. haha. BUT. craig--the guy i met at medical-- the bud's dud. there's a different story. he's actually a really nice guy, but just been burned a little, so i helped him out :) haha. he was... fun. i never got the chance to 'explore' in high school, so i'm making up for it now. bad, i know, but i've also had my heart broken, so fuck it. we made an agreement to attach no feelings, no jealousy, no bullshit to it. just sex, and no one in the detatchment can know about it. except allison cause she's my little sister :) haha. and she's in russian, so it doesn't count. it's nice having someone on the same page as me. no mixed signals, no bullshit.
but i have an AWESOME battle scar from it! (spoiler alert) he was in the driver's seat, and i got on top of him, and my left leg kept repeatedly rubbing against the center console, so now i have carpet burn :) it's so awesome. i hope it leaves a scar. a story for the grandkids! haha. but as a warning--honda civics are NOT for driver's seat booty. god, it was amazing. we were both drenched in sweat. no pt needed :) haha. i'll send you a picture of my wound when you get your phone back, just let me know when you get it.
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I had an incident like that fairly recently, too.
Not a good time.
Well it was and it wasn't.
...You know what I mean.
Anyway, I suppose the most important question is do you regret anything?
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BUT.
craig--the guy i met at medical-- the bud's dud. there's a different story. he's actually a really nice guy, but just been burned a little, so i helped him out :) haha. he was... fun. i never got the chance to 'explore' in high school, so i'm making up for it now. bad, i know, but i've also had my heart broken, so fuck it. we made an agreement to attach no feelings, no jealousy, no bullshit to it. just sex, and no one in the detatchment can know about it. except allison cause she's my little sister :) haha. and she's in russian, so it doesn't count. it's nice having someone on the same page as me. no mixed signals, no bullshit.
but i have an AWESOME battle scar from it!
(spoiler alert)
he was in the driver's seat, and i got on top of him, and my left leg kept repeatedly rubbing against the center console, so now i have carpet burn :) it's so awesome. i hope it leaves a scar. a story for the grandkids! haha. but as a warning--honda civics are NOT for driver's seat booty. god, it was amazing. we were both drenched in sweat. no pt needed :) haha. i'll send you a picture of my wound when you get your phone back, just let me know when you get it.
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