May 25, 2003 20:51
ok just read my info, that pretty much explains halfway how i feel.(againstf0rgeting)but i have something else to say. alright. something that ABSOLUTELY blows my mind is that 4 months ago, you made me SOO happy. Like giddy. and i don't get giddy over just anything. and now you make me feel completely worthless. its amazing to me how that can change. why did it have to? its like, i have to find a way to destroy it. oh god. something is seriously wrong with me. why the hell did i have to change things?