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so i havnt really wrote anything in awhile....and im pretty bored because im in computer class...so you guys get the joy of reading about what's on my mind.
what joy.....
so, basically i want to quit the stupid band.I feel kind of like its wasting all of my time now and im ALWAYS at practice. it seems pretty ridiculous if you ask me. im not good enough to be in advanced band, or atleast thats what myers thinks.....anyway...my suit for gaurd is way too big for me...my freakin legs hurt from marching...and i really dont see much of a point in staying another year. next year im just going to relax...
Im really happy that next week today, is gonna be 5 months ive been with chris. it amazes me...it really doesnt seem like its been that long...even though it has. i cant wait to see what's going to happen. =D. im hoping everything will be the way weve been planning it. that would make me happier than ive ever been!
hmm...yeah...i want to marry him so badly...i cant wait X_X. he's the most important thing to me right now.
its really hard to explain when you finally find someone you just know is going to make the rest of your life complete....i really think ive found it...i know i have....
i realise more and more about it every time im with chris...
i love it.
so basically...i said i would let you read what i wrote about that day so here:
Your the only one whose closest to me in my life right now. There are so many reeasons why i picked you that it cant be densed down to a smaller answer. You're pretty much the most amazing person i've ever met. Just knowing you care for me breaks my heart in that oh so good way.I know that when im with you, there is never a dull moment,nor one ill forget anytime soon. When im lost or confused, all it takes from you is just a look,kiss,hug,or a smile. The way you say hey, or i love you purely makes me melt. Im the most comfortable around you and i know i can trust you with even the darkest things inside of me. Its just that way and i wouldnt change it for anything. Hopefully, we'll end up together. That's all i ask
yeah...im lame. i changed it so itd sound like i was telling you. =P when i wrote it the other way around. much simpler to me.
X, lieben
what joy.....
so, basically i want to quit the stupid band.I feel kind of like its wasting all of my time now and im ALWAYS at practice. it seems pretty ridiculous if you ask me. im not good enough to be in advanced band, or atleast thats what myers thinks.....anyway...my suit for gaurd is way too big for me...my freakin legs hurt from marching...and i really dont see much of a point in staying another year. next year im just going to relax...
Im really happy that next week today, is gonna be 5 months ive been with chris. it amazes me...it really doesnt seem like its been that long...even though it has. i cant wait to see what's going to happen. =D. im hoping everything will be the way weve been planning it. that would make me happier than ive ever been!
hmm...yeah...i want to marry him so badly...i cant wait X_X. he's the most important thing to me right now.
its really hard to explain when you finally find someone you just know is going to make the rest of your life complete....i really think ive found it...i know i have....
i realise more and more about it every time im with chris...
i love it.
so basically...i said i would let you read what i wrote about that day so here:
Your the only one whose closest to me in my life right now. There are so many reeasons why i picked you that it cant be densed down to a smaller answer. You're pretty much the most amazing person i've ever met. Just knowing you care for me breaks my heart in that oh so good way.I know that when im with you, there is never a dull moment,nor one ill forget anytime soon. When im lost or confused, all it takes from you is just a look,kiss,hug,or a smile. The way you say hey, or i love you purely makes me melt. Im the most comfortable around you and i know i can trust you with even the darkest things inside of me. Its just that way and i wouldnt change it for anything. Hopefully, we'll end up together. That's all i ask
yeah...im lame. i changed it so itd sound like i was telling you. =P when i wrote it the other way around. much simpler to me.
X, lieben