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Hey guys...sad news..for me anyways. My computer in my room was totally and completely overrun by viruses, and my Dad has it in his head that it's from LiveJournal. Thing is, everything I've downloaded onto my computer tons of other people have, so I don't get why he thinks it's this...he had some reason, but I wasn't listening too well. He's smart, and he knows a lot about computers, so maybe I should listen, but I don't get it...my computer just sucks I think. It went for almost three years without me having to reprogram it, then all of a sudden, boom! It dies.. Well, I'll probably end up getting some other journal thing, but I loved this one. I made it all pretty and I have all my livejournal friends (and I don't like many xanga people yuck haha)It's like my baby. I just hope I can find some online journal my dad approves of. I get more satisfaction out of having other people read it..it makes me feel less secluded I guess. But we'll see
What else? Today has just sucked. I'm just in a bad mood. I've felt like crying all day for no real good reason. So before I had to babysit the demon children next door, I did, but then I went there looking like a wreck. Then the only thing my mom is doing today is bossing us around..not one word out of her mouth has been something other than an order. When Val asked her something about some parade she's marching in in Dec. , my mom acted like she was stupid or crazy.. Then Mikey and Matt went to the mall, and I couldn't go cause of the babysitting and then my IV running from 3-4. I've tried 3 weeks in a row to get them and Frank, or just one or 2 of them to be able to do something, and it hasn't worked! Then when they can, I can't. Then Valerie pissed me off a few times, which is normal, but throwing that on top of my mood, it was magnified to me.
Then I wanna tell him how I feel so bad! But I can't! And it's driving me freakin crazy! I never get to talk to him either..I could, but I'm afrad to, so I don't.
Now I wanna watch A Will of Their Own, but I don't have a TV that I can watch a DVD on right now...and I'm not watching it in the living room. UGH! Whatever, I just wanna go to bed now..then I get to go to school...yessssss
What else? Today has just sucked. I'm just in a bad mood. I've felt like crying all day for no real good reason. So before I had to babysit the demon children next door, I did, but then I went there looking like a wreck. Then the only thing my mom is doing today is bossing us around..not one word out of her mouth has been something other than an order. When Val asked her something about some parade she's marching in in Dec. , my mom acted like she was stupid or crazy.. Then Mikey and Matt went to the mall, and I couldn't go cause of the babysitting and then my IV running from 3-4. I've tried 3 weeks in a row to get them and Frank, or just one or 2 of them to be able to do something, and it hasn't worked! Then when they can, I can't. Then Valerie pissed me off a few times, which is normal, but throwing that on top of my mood, it was magnified to me.
Then I wanna tell him how I feel so bad! But I can't! And it's driving me freakin crazy! I never get to talk to him either..I could, but I'm afrad to, so I don't.
Now I wanna watch A Will of Their Own, but I don't have a TV that I can watch a DVD on right now...and I'm not watching it in the living room. UGH! Whatever, I just wanna go to bed now..then I get to go to school...yessssss