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Jul 21, 2004 17:56

ok la was fun but i dont wanna talk about it
shits always on my mind and nothings EVER fucken good everythings fucked up
my friends are all acting wierd and i cant help it..i just wanna fucken make everyone happy..i mean i dont think that could ever happen but i want it to a point where i dont have to fucken be sad all the time i hate being sad and i hate everything and i wish i could die i mean not literally i dont wanna kill myself but i just want everything to end that way i wouldnt have to worry about everyone and everything and shit that dosent matter i wish i could just erase people off the earth and everything would be fine. everything. i wouldnt have to worry about all this shit and i wouldnt have to fucken wish stuff that will never happen. people get mad for no reason and do stuff they know will bug me. everything fucken bugs me tho
wtf is wrong with me i wish someone just knew how i felt sometimes even if i tell them they seem like they understand but i knoe they dont. i mean theres like one person who actually will listen to me but i dont knoe why she always has to be so fucked up. obviously it makes u happy
i hella hate everything lnvfndfnfdnfln
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