Direction...
Well..school is school right now. im just wandering i feel like..and i hate it. i dont know what God has for me anymore, its really sad. i really thought/think He wants me to lead worship but i mean, what else is there? i cant figure it out and i hate all the classes im taking at school. what do i do, where do i go? i dont want to take the wrong path and ultimately stray away from Gods blessing..
i thought music was it, but music theory is hard..really hard.
and now maybe a business degree, but if i chose that, does that change everything?
we all have choose paths and if i choose that path will i regret it and miss out on what i was really meant to be or do?
im so torn...
:/
i cant seem to find any guidance. i really hope im on the rode/path of righteousness. my biggest fear is to stray away and do something wrong. i dont want to make any wrong turns or miss out you know. i am really hard on myself but im glad i desire it so much.
but am i to the point where im so scared that i cant do anything, thus also missing out?
so many questions..so little time.
PATIENCE! GOD HELP ME!
i thought music was it, but music theory is hard..really hard.
and now maybe a business degree, but if i chose that, does that change everything?
we all have choose paths and if i choose that path will i regret it and miss out on what i was really meant to be or do?
im so torn...
:/
i cant seem to find any guidance. i really hope im on the rode/path of righteousness. my biggest fear is to stray away and do something wrong. i dont want to make any wrong turns or miss out you know. i am really hard on myself but im glad i desire it so much.
but am i to the point where im so scared that i cant do anything, thus also missing out?
so many questions..so little time.
PATIENCE! GOD HELP ME!