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Hey.
I almost died during the o.c it can't be over noooooo ahh so I cried. I mean gosh I have to wait all summer and there retarded and don't start it till like November I mean what the fuck lets be lame. But all summer there going to play this seasons episodes from the beginning which makes me so happy!!! But Marissa shot trey but I'm glad because if she didn't I'd die like literally I mean no Ryan would be like not o.c it would be like o. _ it would be so incomplete haha yeah.
So today started out to be good, and I was really nervous to find out if I would make it, this whole week I've been telling myself I won't care if I don't make it, it just wasn't meant to be and I always said I won't cry I mean psh it's not that big of a deal well I guess I thought wrong, me and Carissa got are papers and went into the gym to open them because I didn't want to open it in front of everyone so I open it and it said I hadn't been selected so then she looks at hers and she didn't say anything she was just reading and I go "you made it didn't you?" and she goes "I think I did" so I look at it and sure enough she did so then I started crying I didn’t even know I'd care that bad, so then we went out the back door because I didn't want to pass everyone then Luci asked if we made it because she did and it just seemed like everyone made it and I didn't and it just woulda been so much fun if I made it...I wanted it so bad sososo bad, and I cried a lot I guess I suck...bad.
I love all my friends soo much though and I honestly have no idea what I would with out them.
I almost died during the o.c it can't be over noooooo ahh so I cried. I mean gosh I have to wait all summer and there retarded and don't start it till like November I mean what the fuck lets be lame. But all summer there going to play this seasons episodes from the beginning which makes me so happy!!! But Marissa shot trey but I'm glad because if she didn't I'd die like literally I mean no Ryan would be like not o.c it would be like o. _ it would be so incomplete haha yeah.
So today started out to be good, and I was really nervous to find out if I would make it, this whole week I've been telling myself I won't care if I don't make it, it just wasn't meant to be and I always said I won't cry I mean psh it's not that big of a deal well I guess I thought wrong, me and Carissa got are papers and went into the gym to open them because I didn't want to open it in front of everyone so I open it and it said I hadn't been selected so then she looks at hers and she didn't say anything she was just reading and I go "you made it didn't you?" and she goes "I think I did" so I look at it and sure enough she did so then I started crying I didn’t even know I'd care that bad, so then we went out the back door because I didn't want to pass everyone then Luci asked if we made it because she did and it just seemed like everyone made it and I didn't and it just woulda been so much fun if I made it...I wanted it so bad sososo bad, and I cried a lot I guess I suck...bad.
I love all my friends soo much though and I honestly have no idea what I would with out them.