Dark Before Dawn [BLOG]
Hey there,
I've titled this post the way I did, because I have been having a very tumultuous past couple of weeks. However, things are starting to brighten up substantially. I will explain more later, but first of all...
SORRY FOR BEING SO M.I.A. I've been really busy with school, so I have almost no time to write. Still, I think it's safe to say that you can expect two or three new fics up by the end of the month. One is actually sitting handwritten and finished in my notebook just waiting to be typed out and edited. I'm also doing a challenge this month so that story will be up as well. It's a Vampire Diaries/Californication crossover. I am VERY excited.
So, the reason why I haven't been around lately (other than school: I'm currently in the process of breaking up with one of my best friends. Yeah, yeah, I know what you're thinking, "how can she put that so nochalantly?". Well, I think it's because this is something that needs to happen, at least for a while. Obviously it sucks - I mean, she was a huge part of my life for several years now - but I've come to the determination that it really is for the best. I may go more into detail about this later when it's finalized, all anyone really needs to know in order to understand is that we've been having some trouble and conflict over the past month or so, and it feels like we're just growing apart. Maybe it's a natural thing, maybe it's the consequences of our actions, WHO KNOWS. All I really care about is that this thing resolves itself one way or the other so I can go back to my life. I love this girl very dearly, but I just. Can't. Deal. With. It. Anymore.
And now for the breaking dawn! Over the weekend (in between crying about losing my friend), I thought a lot about how I used to be/act/react as a child and how much I've changed for the bad. I feel like the self examination really helped me - I remember who I am again, and I'm even more sure of myself. I'm really happy about this because I'd kind of been losing grasp of my sense of self identity for a while. I seem to have found it, THANK GOD.
So really that's all that's been going on...I really hope to get active on here again - I really miss it.
Love,
Marianne
P.S If you have any stories you'd like to share about losing a friend and what happened or that kind of thing, feel free to comment below! I'd love to hear your thoughts. Also if you have any other thoughts....
I've titled this post the way I did, because I have been having a very tumultuous past couple of weeks. However, things are starting to brighten up substantially. I will explain more later, but first of all...
SORRY FOR BEING SO M.I.A. I've been really busy with school, so I have almost no time to write. Still, I think it's safe to say that you can expect two or three new fics up by the end of the month. One is actually sitting handwritten and finished in my notebook just waiting to be typed out and edited. I'm also doing a challenge this month so that story will be up as well. It's a Vampire Diaries/Californication crossover. I am VERY excited.
So, the reason why I haven't been around lately (other than school: I'm currently in the process of breaking up with one of my best friends. Yeah, yeah, I know what you're thinking, "how can she put that so nochalantly?". Well, I think it's because this is something that needs to happen, at least for a while. Obviously it sucks - I mean, she was a huge part of my life for several years now - but I've come to the determination that it really is for the best. I may go more into detail about this later when it's finalized, all anyone really needs to know in order to understand is that we've been having some trouble and conflict over the past month or so, and it feels like we're just growing apart. Maybe it's a natural thing, maybe it's the consequences of our actions, WHO KNOWS. All I really care about is that this thing resolves itself one way or the other so I can go back to my life. I love this girl very dearly, but I just. Can't. Deal. With. It. Anymore.
And now for the breaking dawn! Over the weekend (in between crying about losing my friend), I thought a lot about how I used to be/act/react as a child and how much I've changed for the bad. I feel like the self examination really helped me - I remember who I am again, and I'm even more sure of myself. I'm really happy about this because I'd kind of been losing grasp of my sense of self identity for a while. I seem to have found it, THANK GOD.
So really that's all that's been going on...I really hope to get active on here again - I really miss it.
Love,
Marianne
P.S If you have any stories you'd like to share about losing a friend and what happened or that kind of thing, feel free to comment below! I'd love to hear your thoughts. Also if you have any other thoughts....