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yay for weekends and my nice boy and cookies with friends, especially when they buy them and you bake them mwhaha.
I got my apt. vaguely clean today, only to mess it up again in like 4 mins. I finished my ribbon and eyelash yarn scarf. Its really awesome looking. I'm going to try and find a way to wear it as a belt tomorrow.
feelin lonely but not quite. I really miss you guys. I miss advice I miss jokes and I just miss. I know things will reform
I know I need to gather my friends here and start a new converse time
but its hard
i keep missing
its hard being an adult, its hard to know best when you doubt yourself, going into scary new situations. There are good things now and bad things, I guess thats how it always was and always will be. but so much from so many places is hard when your support isn't built up the way it used to be, not flawed just supporting in different points and angles and ways. Sort of like when I left my HS friends and all that I had known to go to college. Except its different because I've already established friends this time, I already know the drill right?
I guess all I can do is be brave and hug my bunny at night.
I got my apt. vaguely clean today, only to mess it up again in like 4 mins. I finished my ribbon and eyelash yarn scarf. Its really awesome looking. I'm going to try and find a way to wear it as a belt tomorrow.
feelin lonely but not quite. I really miss you guys. I miss advice I miss jokes and I just miss. I know things will reform
I know I need to gather my friends here and start a new converse time
but its hard
i keep missing
its hard being an adult, its hard to know best when you doubt yourself, going into scary new situations. There are good things now and bad things, I guess thats how it always was and always will be. but so much from so many places is hard when your support isn't built up the way it used to be, not flawed just supporting in different points and angles and ways. Sort of like when I left my HS friends and all that I had known to go to college. Except its different because I've already established friends this time, I already know the drill right?
I guess all I can do is be brave and hug my bunny at night.