May 16, 2005 19:50
Have you ever thought about how cool it would be to have a lucky charm? It would have a certain number of luckies in it and whenever you wanted to have a really great date or a really great job interview or something, you could put it in your pocket and viola! I know it logically wouldn't work very well and all that, but its nice to think about right?
Went out to Munchie's with my mom, my brother, Mark, and Mark's mom. It was nice. My brother acted like a re-re. Mark's boyfriend should be showing up sometime around now so him, mark, marks mom, and my mom can drink and have fun. So i'm here, house basically to myself...yay!
Well it looks like Claire hotxcore and I are having Hardcore sleepover part IV. I'm excited. Each hxcsleepover is different, and this one should be INTENSE like degrassi, haha. Claire, you know I love you deeply, youre definately one of my bestest best best friends in the whole world and if you ever need anything (and i mean ANYTHING), let me know. I'm honored to be helping you out friday, i am.
I watch a hell of a lot of Lifetime. I blame it for all these girly emotions popping up out of nowhere. Heh.
I'm in a much better mood since I told Bryan i want to talk. It felt good and I just hope our convo later makes me feel the same way. Its no big deal really, just want to clear things up. No matter what I still have two men who are madly in love with me. And no matter what happens, they will always love me. Even if i dont ever see either of them again, I know I've loved and been loved and its a love so strong that it'll always be there...thats a good feeling. Plus I have my friends who no matter what will be here for me. Roshele has been here for me since elementary school and Claire since 6th grade. I love my friends dearly and that is also a great feeling.
Birthday dinner next week! Applebees. I'm so excited. It'll be a fairly small little gathering of my longest friends. Only like five people, but they're the TOP FIVE friends!
Love,
Me.
PS my favorite food is buffalo wings...boneless.