Mar 28, 2005 16:57
Ive been avoiding this thing because I didnt want to whine and complain on here about how my life sucks and I knew if I wrote in here Id have to mention it because its all I can think about. Ok so the whole school knows im moving from somebody, and half of them think its like tomarrow or something. The last thing I need is people comming up to me and hugging me, Ive been there and done that and now I wanna be happy and forget about it. Now my stepdad is being a bitch and is trying to keep me away from andrew, like im gonna forget about him and the move will be easier. And all of this is my fault...I even heard christopher say "mommys gone" and then he mumbled something and I asked him what he said and he said "mommys bye bye, your fault sissy". Also my grandma has been telling me to pray about it so im praying to whatever God there is. To make my life even worst, my dad thinks Im a trator, my other grandma is like going insane and wants to kill my mother, amanda is bragging about her age and how she doesnt have to move and is basically laughing at me and last the worst of all....snoopy almost I repeat ALMOST died...but no, i can never get what I want and he is still living.