the rapid decline

[imagine831]

did u know?
i don't think you did
the thing that you once strived for
could be your own demise
that the thing you once tried so hard for
now comes so naturally you can't stop it
the rapid decline that slips your mind
causes your life to slip
you don't want to stop
you can't
you like it
you're becoming what you've always wanted
what they've always feared you'd become again

i don't think you know
how amazing it feels
to have your desires come naturally

i don't suppose you know
how to explain
that yes, it's what you wanted
but you're not doing it anymore
it's doing it on its own
that you can't help it
you can't stop
and you're not sure you want to.